Chapter 13 The Love Serenity...

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For the next few days, I devoted myself into looking for Raisha completely. Every single thought left my mind, until she heard me having a brawl with my father, and as usual the beautiful soul she was, she asked me to mend my bonding with my Dad. It was a risk I took to not tell her about my adoption and the tragedies I have undergone at my Dad's hand because I thought, what will I achieve by burdening her again with my mess.

What kind of a fucked-up man it would make me if I just unload all my crap on her? After going through so much in her life, she was finally smiling without any hesitation and as selfish as it may appear, I can't snatch her smile because I knew revealing her one thing would lead to disclosing everything because each part interconnected with the other.

And I have no strength to relive it all once again because I had bigger matters to handle then. The foremost was to keep Dad thousand miles away from Raisha and the only way was to go back to the house and warm him straight and clear. It obviously riled him up more, but in the mean time I knew he will start investigating about me and her. Doing hard core business had made him so manipulated that he thinks whoever revolts against him has an inner motive.

Even though I have a motive but its no way to degrade him or to take him down. It was just to keep him away. Like I had mentioned few years ago to Mom that revolt will happen in the house, it was exactly happening then. But I had least regret for standing against him for Raisha.

Even though now he raises his hand or stabs me with a knife, I don't care because I know there is a woman out there who loves me truly and it will never matter to her whether I'm a beggar's son or an animal relative. Lol!

I had faith in Raisha's love that no matter when and how she learns about my adoption, it won't change anything in between us because she dealt things maturely and not in a childish egoistical manner which was why she appreciated everything I did in the seven days for her.

Mom met her in that week, and I was at the edge honestly when they were both talking, because I wasn't certain if Mom would accept her or not.

I know she wasn't like the school teachers or Raisha's family who discarded her but the lover inside me was afraid. I had full mind that if she rejected my Sunshine then I was going to remind her the damage I faced at her husband's hand. And they don't have any right to even decide regarding my marriage. It should be my decision who my life partner would be.

As bad as it sounds, but I knew if anyone tried to come in between Aayush and Raisha then they have to face my wrath which won't come out in other cases generally but when it comes to protecting her, then I don't give two hoots if someone calls me an indiscipline child or a badass or an alpha male. I don't get pissed until people touch my nerves. Over the years I have gained a greater self-control over myself, but I'll lose it when it comes to dealing with anyone who has XYZ issues in accepting her past. And it includes my mother too.

To my relief, Mom agreed; but then the tragedy I learnt about Raisha's family made me want to spit fire. Those monsters! God! They were incurable leaches in my eyes and my girl wanted to take a trip to her hometown. I was against it, but she was firm on doing do, and finally I must agree to her because no way in hell, I'll allow her to step in that sadistic place to get humiliated again.

I knew her trashy cousin would be there, and I had full plan on taking it over for every assault she did on my Sunshine...If after Dad or Tanya I hated anyone then it was Ekta; the witch.

Four days before we had to leave, I decided to make the preparations. On the Sunday morning, freshly showered, I knocked on Isha and Raisha's bedroom door; my luck in entering girls' hostel is awesome these days!! Lol! But can anyone blame me?

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