Taehyung sat on his bed with a bottle of champagne thinking of his actions and yeah what he did was a bit irrational he knew he shouldn't be so jealous but he couldn't help it he lost jungkook once and he felt that he could loose him again
He heard the front door slam shut and he knew exactly who it was before he could go down there he downed his drink and wiped his tears "kookie?" He called out softly not knowing how the younger boy felt
"Your home i didnt think you would come back after what i did" jungkook wanted to cry because what he was about to do was heart breaking
"I wasn't coming home i came to say goodbye " taehyung frowned goodbye what did he mean by saying goodbye thats when his heart started to race he knew what this meant he was going to hear the words he heard once before
"Taehyung listen lets just stop whatever this is im tired of this old relationship" stab the sharp pain he felt jab into his heart like a knife
"My father was right you were nothing but a fling" another stab he could feel his heart breaking into pieces all jungkook had to do was say something else hurtful and taehyungs heart would shatter all together
"A fling that i let get out of control im sorry but i iust dont love you anymore and me and eunha have been talking since we're getting married we might as well fall in love" shatter taehyung no longer had a heart at this point all that was left was a black hole of depression
"How dare you, how dare you play with me like im some type of toy why play with my heart like that and give me false hope then just tear me down and throw me away, why tell me that your here to stay but break all the promises you gave to me i cant believe this i saved myself just for you i stayed faithful i never once cheated on you i thought of nothing but you and you just do this to me like im nothing" tears were running down taehyungs cheeks kookie couldn't believe that tae had slapped him then again he deserved it the words he said were bitter and harsh
"When we kiss its like im in heaven and when you touch me i want nothing but to hold you in my arms i love you jungkook i love being around you, i love everything about you and to hear those words come out of your mouth makes me feel nauseous give me a good reason why, tell me why you dont love me anymore because i know what your saying is nothing but a lie" taehyung was denying it all he cant let jungkook slip away he cant just let what they have go jungkook was all he knew
Jungkook stood there eyes getting cloudy "give it up taehyung your pathetic begging like that what i said was true I'm tired of this most importantly I'm tired of you I don't love you anymore what made you think we were going to have a fairytale ending this is real life so grow up and stop dreaming of the impossible"
He was right what made taehyung think that he could ever be happy, that anyone would want to love something as ugly him he was nothing he was worthless and weak "get out" he said softly he was at his breaking point
"Good i was leaving anyway tell mark that i love him and that im sorry but this was just not meant to be" after jungkook left taehyung cried his eyes out on the kitchen floor
He wanted to die he wanted to give up he kept hearing what jungkook said to him inside of his head
Your pathetic
Im tired of you
You were nothing but a fling
I dont love you anymore
He wanted the voices to go away he wanted them to stop and the only way to do that was to take the bottle of pills in his hand and that's exactly what he did waiting for everything to stop
His vision went black and his breathing stopped so did the beating of his heart
Finally its over
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FanfictionI couldn't look away from him his intense stare that made my body hot as he came closer and closer to me making me lean back into the bed He climbed on top of me his gaze never faltering I bit my lip because this is crazy I can't just do this with...
