Queen oneshots

What did i do Pt.2 : Breaky

a/n: hi yeah, i just kinda rewrote this slightly bc i wrote it ages ago and i re read it and realised it was sort of romanticising abuse which is not ok. i didn't change it completely but made it a lot less graphic and violent.
i'm sorry if this offended anyone and if you are in a situation like that there is help. ❤️❤️

John's POV:

The whole day had been distorted and scary. Right now I was sitting with a hot cup of tea being comforted my best friends, Freddie and Roger.

Brian has been gone for ages, and quite honestly I didn't want him to come back anytime soon. I was scared of him. I had told the others everything that happened and they where shocked and confused, as was I. This wasn't at all like Brian. I needed to know what had happened. I really needed to know!

"Guys you can leave now if you want. I understand it's getting quite late." I said to my band mates. I wanted time alone but also was worried about what I would do when Brian got back, would he hurt me again? What if he did worse to me?

"Are you sure darling? You still look pretty shaken up." Freddie asked concerned and Roger nodded his head in agreement.

"Yeah deaks,what are you going to do when he comes home?" Rog added.

"I'll be fine" I lied.

"Okay, but be sure to call if anything.. well, happens." Roger smiled and reached out to touch my arm. I smiled at him to say okay.

They left and I went upstairs to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the the mirror and let out a shaky breath when I saw what I looked like. My face was drained of all colour and my eyes where blood shot.

I went into the bedroom and climbed into bed. I kept thinking that everything would be okay, and that it was all just a dream.

I think I must have fallen asleep because when I woke it was bright outside.

I climbed out of bed and got dressed, I felt cold all over. I walked down stairs half expecting to see Brian making us breakfast in his boxers and a old button down shirt. But no. The kitchen was empty.

Brian still hadn't come home. I must admit I was starting to worry. Where was he? He left last night. He couldn't still be gone. God i hate arguing with him, i want to make things right.

I bit down on my lip and a my eyes welled up. As I sniffed. I went down to the sofa and sat down, pulling a blanket over myself. I would wait here untill Bri got back.

*hour's later^

The sun had set now and he still wasn't home. I have been unsettled all day, I'm just so worried. I want him back!! In my arms again, these past two days have been the worst in my life, I want to go back in time. Go back to how everything was.

Just then I heard the doorknob click, I jumped out my seat and ran over to the the door. A tall figure, with dark curly hair came trough the door.

"Brian! You're home! Where were you, you had me so bloody worried!!" I started to feel my anger rise.

"It really doesn't matter, please get out my way." He sneered at me, just like yesterday. I was already upset and angry, I wouldn't put up with more of this utter bullshit.

"No. You are coming with me. You have treated me so shit, and I deserve answers! I don't care if you don't want to talk, or if you're angry or if i'm maybe a little scared of you right now! I am your boyfriend and you don't dare treat me like this!" I shouted at him.

He didn't say anything but just stared at me. I couldn't quite read his expression, he was either going to hit me or follow me. I was thankful it was the second option.

We walked up into our room he sat in an armchair whilst I sat on the bed opposite him.

"Brian, what did I do?" I asked calmly.

"Y- you fucking! You know what you did." I could tell he was actually upset.

"I don't know what I've done, Brian, please tell me. We are meant to trust each other." I said laying my hand on Brian's. I could see his face was still a mixture of sadness and anger.

"You cheated on me." He looked down and tears started rolling down his face. I sat in disbelief because I didn't.

"Are you crazy? I would never! You are my everything, why would I want anyone else? Where did you get that idea from?" I asked in shock.

"An old friend of mine said he saw you kiss another man." He wiped his eyes, and looked up at me with a hurt and angry face. "Why would you do that to me?"

"I never! Did this friend of yours actually see my face? Because a lot of people in this area have my style and hair, you know. I can't believe you would think I would ever do that to you. Do you really think that low of me?" Was I really this bad of of boyfriend that Brian would think I would cheat on him?

"I don't know. I thought maybe you wanted to try something else. Maybe you where bored? Or weren't feeling the same as you did before."

"When did this friend see me then?" I asked crossing my arms, and raising my eyebrows at him.

"Thursday." He replied bluntly

"Well I was at Rogers Thursday, working on a song." He looked confused.

"Rogers? Oh." I saw the guilt wash over his face.

"Oh John. I'm so sorry." He cried. "It's okay if you never want to see me again, I'll go now." He stood up and made his way to the door his head hung low.

I ran after him and grabbed his arm, he turned round- he had so much pain in his eyes I wanted to make it better. I pulled him in closely and kissed him.

"Come on Bri, I forgive you. It was all a mistake, but you can't treat me like that you know? Even if you think I've done something like that to you. You really hurt me, emotionally and physically. I know you loose your temper easily but I'm your boyfriend, you are meant to share these things with me. You have to talk to me, okay?" I wiped away his tears with my thumb.

"Yes I understand. I didn't mean to hurt you." He stroked the red patch on my cheek and looked down.

"god i'm so sorry, i promise not to ever, ever do it again."

"Come on it's late now, let's go to bed." He nodded, but stayed seated as I got up.

"are you sure you feel safe with me?" he asked.

"If course i do, it's not like you hurt me badly. i don't have any marks or anything. i've slapped you more than once." I giggled

"i remember." he laughed back climbing into bed next to me.

"you don't need to worry about me ever cheating on you okay?" i said turning to face him.

"okay. i love you." he smiled.

"love you too."