Come home early : Breaky

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"brian please" john whimpered holding yeh phone close to his ear and twisting the cord round his index finger.

"john you know i want to- but i can't i'm sorry!" a tired voice rung out from the other side of the phone.

"you can!"

"no i can't! i'm sorry baby, but they really need me here."

"but i miss you, brian it's so cold here." the younger boy said desperately.

"john i'm sorry, you know i would if i could- it's not my fault."

"okay."

"don't be like that, c'mon deaks."

"like what?" john replied childishly.

"all mad and stuff- look i have to go but i love you and i'll see you soon."

"love you too."

john let out a loud sigh as he placed the phone down on the receiver- another failed attempt. brian has been gone for a long time- almost 2 weeks now, on some work thing. it had made john feel awfully alone, more than usual. it was just so cold and it was nearly christmas, so everyone had their loved one- apart from john.

he felt the tears prick at his eyes as he thought about his boyfriend but quickly wiped them away, no time to dwell on these things.

john tried to distract himself with things like cleaning but soon got sucked in when he found their photo albums.

1972
they all looked so young, himyself, brian, fred and roger life long friends since collage. he admired all the photos they had collected over the years- the feeling of nostalgia becoming a little to overwhelming for him to be able to hold back the tears.

there was this one photo of him and brian, it must have been at the farm- or maybe not, he couldn't quite remember. but it was summer, the sun reflected on their faces and john had on a baseball cap.
he missed him, brian. he missed everything about him.

he slumped against the wall and let the tears fall freely down his rosy cheeks, he felt like he was in physical pain. he just wanted brian to be back. back in his arms and back on the sofa reading a hard back book whilst john listened to music. when they would just be together and not have to say anything to know they loved each other.
back when john didn't wake up to an empty bed, reaching out for brian only to be met with empty covers.

if only brian would just come home early.

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🍅🍅IMPORTANT🍅🍅
ik this is like reallly short, i usually make sure all my chapters are 1000+ but this is mainly just a filler as i wanted to announce
MY NEW STORY IS OUTTTT
it's called:
Don't tell my brother

it's based off my previous one shot and i hope you guys like ittt!!!!!
please please read ok ily 💖💖💖

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