Queen oneshots

Let it happen : Breaky

john lay awake in bed, whilst everyone else was asleep- he couldn't stop worrying about brian.
the guitarist had got some bad news that morning, his childhood cat had died, for some reason it had taken quite a toll on him. he hadn't been himself the whole day, he was far too quiet.
if course all the boys sympathised with him but john couldn't stand to see his best friend so sad.

he tiptoed out of his room and across the hall into brian's, but it was empty.

"hmm." the brunette said to himself quietly.
he slowly wondered down stairs and immediately saw a figure sitting on the sofa in the living room. the only light was a small lamp and brian was writing something.

he looked up when he heard the soft padding of johns footsteps coming over to him.

"deaky?"

"hi." he waved with a small smile.

"what are you doing up?"

"i was worried about you." he said slightly awkwardly.

"oh.. there's no need."

"shush, is there room for two on there?" john asked motioning to the sofa.

"oh um yeah corse.." brian stumbled over his words as he moved to make room for john.

the younger squeezed in beside him and through a blanket over the two of them. out of instinct he lay his head on brian's shoulder and wrapped an arm around him.
the older boy tensed up and looked down at him.

"i hate it when you're sad." john whispered ignoring his friends body language.
"hugs make people feel better, you should just let it happen."

brian allowed himself to loosen up and he welcomed the hug, knowing deep down he loved it.

he and john had become increasingly close over the past few months, almost inseparable. and there where definitely some feelings hidden in there.

"do you want to talk about it?" john asked.

"she was so cute." he laughed slightly, "i don't know why i'm so upset, she was just a big part of my childhood i guess."

"it's ok to be upset about things bri." the brunette reassured him snuggling into him more.

it felt so natural to john, just being close to brian. they hugged lots, like most friends would, but they had never done this.

"i don't think i've ever been more comfortable in my life." brian laughed changing the subject.

"mmm me either." the younger agreed, "i could stay like this forever." without another word john flipped his legs over brian's and shuffled up closer to him.

brian didn't stiffen you like the first time but instead wrapped his arms around the smaller and leant his head on top of johns.

"deaks, you know you're my best friend."

the bassist smiled widely and his cheeks flushed pink, "i am? not roger?"

"i love roger- but he's too annoying to be my best friend." he laughed, "plus he doesn't understand me like you do."

"well, your my best friend too in case you were wondering." john smiled.

"i'm glad you came down, i'm glad you're here."

"i'm glad too."

he could practically feel his feelings for brian getting stronger and threatening to show as each second went past. he couldn't believe brian even agreed to cuddling, let alone happy about it.

his eyes became heavier and with the warmth of brian's arms wrapped securely around him he fell asleep in a matter of minutes.

brian still wasn't tired, surprisingly as being sad usually makes you tired, but he was wide awake. he continued to write the drafts of his song as john stayed asleep wrapped around him.
it was weird- he felt like they were dating. he almost wanted them to be? he was confused, john confused him. he didn't know whether the younger boy was really just his friend or if he wanted more. he couldn't tell if he was just being kind tonight or if he had feeling for him too.
but surely being kind would just be a quick hug and a talk, not falling asleep on top of him.

brian hasn't realised before but john snored ever so lightly, it was adorable.
god, he was so thirsty but he didn't want to wake deaky. he tried to suppress his need but physically couldn't any longer, he bit on his lip and slowly rolled john off of him, and quietly got up.

he got a glass of water trying his hardest to be quiet and soon returned.
john was thankfully still asleep, brian picked up the blanket from the floor but as he did he knocked off the half empty glass from the coffee table sending it to the ground.
brian cringed as it thudded loudly on the floor, luckily not smashing but spilling water.

"fuck! fuck! fuck!" he whispered trying to mop up the water with a pillow.

"mm brian?" a sleepy voice called out making him look up.

"john, sorry i woke you. just go back to sleep." he shushed him.

"i'm cold." the brunette shivered slightly.

"i'll be there in a sec, okay?" brian smiled still trying to clean up the mess.

"hurry."

he quickly finished the half assed job of cleaning up the water and climbed back onto the sofa with john.
he didn't even hold back at all this time, wrapping his legs round brian and putting his head in the crook of his neck.
brian smiled to himself and held john close to him. he breathed in his scent and pulled the blanket up to cover johns shoulders to keep him warm.

the bassist smiled and lifted his head to look at brian.
the older boy starred back and kissed his cheek lightly. johns eyes widened but before brian could apologise he sleepily kissed his lips.

brian allowed his hand to travel up into johns hair and run his fingers through it as they kissed.
after a while brian felt john had stopped kissing and he broke apart to see he had fallen asleep.

brian didn't know whether to be insulted or in awe, he ran his fingers over johns cheeks and admired his perfect face.
'best friends' yeah right.

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i'm actually so shocked ppl read these, i mean especially the first few those are just shocking.
anyway thank you all so much, this wasn't the best but needed some breaky- it's kinda like my last one only bc i wanted both dealor and breaky to have some kind of cuddle shit idk.
but yeahhhh
bye ily 💞