Queen oneshots

Can you keep a secret? : Breaky

Johns POV:
Today would be a good day. I was going to the studio which meant I got to see Brian, and the others, but Brian. He was so beautiful, I could hardly keep my eyes off him. But I mean could you blame me? Just look at him! His face is slim, but not so slim that it looks gaunt, his eyes are the perfect colour of amber that when caught in the right light they just... glowed. Also how his lips where always slightly parted so you could just see the tips of his perfectly straight teeth, he was just so gorgeous, I envied and admired him.
But he couldn't know that. Any of that. In his eyes we were just friends, well probably.

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"Deaky! I've missed you!" Freddie shouted, pulling me into a tight embrace, nearly suffocating me.

"Fred, you saw me two days ago." I chuckled as he pulled away.

"I know darling, far too long ago!" He exclaimed dramatically, causing me to giggle and let out a small SNORT. I just SNORTED! In front of Brian, how embarrassing.

I felt my face go red in embarrassment, even more embarrassing. I god I'm a mess! I rushed to the bathroom, to try and hide my shame. I don't know what was wrong with me? God, he must think I'm a weirdo, like a complete nutcase. I felt a lump start to form in my throat and hit tears filling up my eyes, why was I crying???

I placed my clammy hands on the cool surface of the sink, and looked up into the mirror. My hair was stuck to my face with sweat and tears- disgusting, and my face was red and blotchy from both embarrassment and crying. This was not a good look. Thank god none of the boys are-

I heard the door open and close and snapped my head up too see who had interrupted my train of distressed thoughts, and of course it just had to be Brian. When I look as awful as I did my crush just had to walked in, not either of my best friends my bloody crush!!

"Oh hey Brian." I mumbled quietly, avoiding eye contact and subtly wiping away my tears. I didn't want him to know I had been crying, because then he would think I'm weak, which I am but I didn't want him to know that. But he was too quick, and realised what was going on.

"Oh John... are you okay?" He asked in a caring tone, it felt nice that he cared. But it was just caring as a friend, he would do the same for Freddie and Roger I just had to except I wasn't special. I just had to realise that as soon as someone showed the slightest bit of attention towards me it didn't mean they liked me.

"Oh um yeh... I'm fine." I muttered turning away from him, taking deep breaths trying to calm myself down.

"Hey, hey look at me." He called to me, but I didn't turn. "John, I said look at me." He said, more sternly this time and he spun me around, and brought me in close to him. His eyes searched mine, they looked almost.. wild? My breath was heavy and uneven, his hands where on my arms, our faces inches apart.

Then before I knew it he smashed his lips into mine. At first I was taken by surprise but soon melted into the kiss. It became heated and passionate, only pulling away for small gasps of air. He lifted me up and sat me on the sink, our lips still intertwined. I wrapped my legs around his waist pulling him closer to me, needing to feel his touch. His hands ran through my wavy hair, and mine hung loosely around his neck.

He leant into me and started placing small kisses on my neck, before sucking in one spot for a few moments, leaving a distinct mark. He pulled apart and we just started at each other, just collecting in everything that had happened.

"Can you keep a secret?" He asked, his voice low and husky, very sexy if you ask me.

I nodded quickly in reply.
"I like you." He smirked playfully.

"I like you too." I smiled back, leaving in for another kiss which he provided.

I knew this day was going to be a good day.

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A/N:
Sorry it's a bit short and crappy, couldn't really be assed to write but had nothing better to do,, you feel me?