His Glimmer Of Hope

Chapter 33

Two days have passed and Jaylen is finally discharged from the hospital. And for the past two days, it was Kujo who came to visit him, without fail, unlike his own mom. As Jaylen is paying for his bills, he felt a pair of arms hugging him from behind. It shocked him slightly but soon relaxed when he felt the warmth emitting through the person's body.

"Ku-Axel.." Jaylen spoke as he turned around, slight blush could be seen from his cheek. Jaylen is also trying his best not to call him by his cosplay name but by his real name, which is proving a little hard since Jaylen is used to calling him Kujo. Kujo smiled and kissed his cheek. "You should have told me to come earlier. I could have paid for your hospital fees." Kujo said and Jaylen shook his head.

"You have already done alot for me." Jaylen said and Kujo smiled. "If you think so." He chuckled and intertwined his fingers with Jaylen's. After Jaylen took his medicine for his depression, he left the hospital with Kujo. Kujo took out his car keys and unlocked his car with the remote. "What?! You drive?!" Jaylen exclaimed in shock. "Yeah." Kujo chuckled. "You didn't know?" He asked and Jaylen nodded. "Since you always took public transport." Jaylen mumbled.

"That's because i want to spend more time with you." Kujo smiled and kissed his cheek. He then opened the door on the passenger's side, letting Jaylen enter, followed by himself on the driver's seat. "Since when did you learn to drive?" Jaylen asked, still shocked yet amazed at the same time. "I guess two or three years back?" Kujo said and Jaylen nodded. "Jay.. We are moving in together today. Are you sure you want this?" Kujo asked as he looked straight into Jaylen's eyes.

Jaylen looked back and nodded his head. "I want it Axel." He answered firmly and Kujo nodded with a smile. "But you can always visit your mom alright?" Kujo said and started driving to Jaylen's home. Jaylen nodded and looked out the window. When Kujo arrived at Jaylen's apartment, Jaylen looked at Kujo. "Wait here for me. I'll be down with my things as soon as possible." Jaylen said and Kujo nodded, his back leaning against his car door, waiting for his boyfriend.

Once Jaylen arrived home, he sighed when he saw his mom with his boyfriend, chatting happily. "Oh! You are discharged?! Why didn't you tell us?" His mom said and Jaylen just simply fake a smile. "Mom. I'm.. Leaving. I'm going to stay with my friend starting from today." Jaylen said, hardening his heart, trying hard not to cry, since he have never left his mom's side ever since he was born. His mom looked at him, slight pain and tears could be seen welling up in her eyes.

"I understand. But.. If you are ever in trouble, come and look for me, alright?" His mom reluctantly said and went to hug Jaylen tightly. Jaylen, who is at a loss as his mom has never hug him since he was ten, suddenly did so, he was confused as to what to do. He just stood there, letting his mom hug him. He soon pulled away and went to his room with a medium-sized luggage.

After packing his things, he took his bag and pushed the luggage out of the house, bidding his mom a last farewell, tears welling up in his eyes as well. He then went down to where Kujo is. When he saw Kujo, he couldn't stop himself as he broke down. Kujo immediately went to him, hugging him tightly, rubbing Jaylen's back as well, calming him down.

Jaylen slowly pushed Kujo when he finally calmed down. "Feeling better?" Kujo asked, worried, while wiping away Jaylen's tears with his thumb. Jaylen slowly nodded as he sniffled. "Let's go to your new home then." Kujo smiled and Jaylen nodded, his expression changed as he broke into a small smile, happy to live together with the man he idolize and now, the man who will be his supporting pillar through thick and thin.

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Hey guys~ You have finally reached the end of this book. It took me awhile to  write this as I have a major writer's block and since I keep thinking this book is not good enough, I am also fickle as to whether I should publish this book or not. If you have reached the end of this book, I am just here, telling you that.. If you are suffering from any depression or mental illness, please don't feel that you are alone.. I am also suffering from depression so if your days get dark, I hope those quotes in this book can help you fight through it. I really hope one day, my book can be of help to those suffering from mental illness since I know it is hard to fight or win it. But whatever you do, I will be here, supporting you till you win the fight.