Trigger warning: Self harming and suicide thoughts
Yeosang:
You were awfully depressed lately. You had no idea why, but you were growing distant from everyone. People didn't notice and you just drifted away. Yeosang was out at the recording studio, so you took the chance. You went in the bathroom and found the pack of razor blades you hid from yourself a while ago. Hearing your phone ring in the other room, you shut the bathroom door.
Yeosang POV: I called Y/N but she didn't pick up. I texted her after and she still didn't reply. She always replied. Something was wrong. Very wrong. "Hongjoon, I have to go." I said to him while I ran out.
Your POV: You starting crying. You hadn't done this in months. You had promised Yeosang that you would stop. Quivering, you held the blade to your wrist. You dragged it across a few times, crying more with each slit. It hurt a lot. The door slammed open. Yeosang stood in the doorway. His face looked shocked. "Y-Y/N?" He started and ran towards you. Crouched on the floor next to you, he grabbed the blade out your hand and threw it as far away from you.
"I-I'm so sorry Yeosang." You said while crying, "I couldn't help myself." Yeosang pulls you into a hug. It was a awkward position, with you sitting on Yeosang's lap. He lightly touches your wrists. Noticing you flinching, he lets go and picks you up bridal style. Placing you on the toilet, he grabs the medical kit. "Y/N, I love you so much. You never need to do this again." Yeosang tells you. He reaches up and wipes away your tears. "Where did you get the blades?" Yeosang questions you. "I had a hidden box of them. Under the towel closet." You explain to him. Yeosang sits down and starts to mend your cuts.
"This might hurt a little but" Yeosang says as he puts rubbing alcohol on your cuts. You flinched and he looked up at you. "You Ok?" Yeosang asks. Relaxing your arm, you force a small smile. "Yea, i'm ok." Yeosang finishes with wrapping your arm in gauze. "I know that was fake, but i'll let it slide." Yeosang tells you and pulls you into a tight hug. Whispering into your ear he says "Promise to never do it again. For real." He looks at you in your eyes, only leaving a little bit of space between you. "I promise." You reply. He smiles brightly and your lips touch. "If that's a lie, no more kisses." Yeosang says. Smiling you agree and kiss him once more.
