Yeosang and I were out on a date and there were a lot of people. "Babe, stay here and I'll go get drinks okay?" Yeosang tells me and I sit on a bench by the coffee shop we were at. It felt like everyone was judging me, looking at me silently. All eyes were on me, and not in a good way. The line was long, so Yeosang wouldn't be back for a few minutes. I put on a mask and try to take some deep breaths to calm down.
The walls were closing in, even though there were no walls. Tears start silently streaming down my face and I start hyperventilating. Yeosang comes back after ten minutes carrying two drinks. "Y/N are you okay?" He asks. I nod no and Yeosang quickly acts. "Alright, alright. It's okay follow me." Yeosang crouches down and helps me up. We push our way through the streets which makes me more anxious. I keep my head held down while Yeosang pulls my hand forward. We eventually get to our apartment.
Yeosang quickly opens the door and pulls my mask off. my face was wet from the tears and my hair was a mess. "Y/N you should of told me that there were to many people." Yeosang says and holds my hands. "Y-You were having fun. I-I didn't want to ruin it." I try to explain. Yeosang shakes my hands. "Babe that's not a good reason." Yeosang tells me and brushes my hair away from eyes. I look at him and he has a concerned look on his face.
"I'm s-s-sorry." I stutter. I break down again and Yeosang pull me into his arms. Hugging his chest, I curl up in his lap and he sits on the floor. Tears start streaming down my face again and Yeosang holds me closer. "Deep breaths, deep breaths." He whispers. Slowly, I take deep breaths and calm down.
"This is how I feel about you twilight, like twilight yea." Yeosang quietly sings. "You know, your voice is so beautiful." I tell him. Yeosang smiles and continues to sing. The tears stop and Yeosang slowly pets my hair. He kisses the top of my head and stops singing. The anxiety was gone and I felt safe in his arms. Yeosang picks me up and sits back down on the couch.
"Am I to heavy Yeosang? I can get up." I say and attempt to get off of him. Yeosang makes me stay. "No, no." He says and starts to sing again. I sink into his hug while he rocks me back and forth. It was so peaceful, only hearing his voice. At the sound of his voice, my eyes started to fall closed. Yeosang rocked me until I fell asleep in his arms. "I love you." I whisper before falling asleep.
"I love you too Y/N"
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i love yeosang to much
