I don't need food. All I need is to be alone with my own thoughts. It's been 5 days without food now, and I already saw a change. I was becoming skinny, and 'fit'. I was working out when Yeosang walked in.
"Babe, what's this?" He holds up the notebook that I count calories in. I freak out and grab it from him. "It's nothing." I lie. "Babe, please don't lie to me." Yeosang begs. "I-I'm counting calories." I whisper and look at the floor. "Why?" Yeosang tilts my head up and looks at me. "I'm fat. I need to lose weight."
Yeosang hugs me tight. "How long has this been going on?" He asks. "Months. It's just now it's worse." I explain and start to tear up. "I'll help, don't worry. Just don't cry." Yeosang wipes my tears away.
He holds my hands and walks me over to the kitchen. Yeosang then sets me on the counter and opens the fridge. He gets out some fruits and sets them next to me. "What are you doing?" I ask. "How long has it been since you ate?" Yeosang asks. "F-Five days." I stutter, not wanting to tell the truth.
"Okay. You're going to eat some strawberries, not write it down, and i'll make sure you don't throw it up." Yeosang explains and cuts up some strawberries then sets them in front of me. Hesitantly, I pick one up and place it on my mouth. It was very sweet, but sour at the same time. Yeosang watches me swallow and smiles after I eat 6 pieces. "Good job love." Yeosang kisses my cheek.
---Next morning---
Yeosang woke me up and set food in front of me. "Here. Eat some." I sit up and sigh. It was small amounts of nuts, cereal and fruit. Slowly I start eating the almonds. It takes about an hour to eat all of it, and Yeosang was there with me all through it. "Done!" I exclaim and smile. For some reason it felt good to know I was going to be better.
"That's my girl." Yeosang ruffles my hair and hugs me. He then says to get dressed and we're going to therapy. I get into comfortable clothes and get into the car. Yeosang drives for about 15 minutes before pulling into the therapy parking lot. "Want me to go in with you?" He asks. "No, i'll be okay." I say. He pulls off his jacket and hands it to me. "I don't want you to get cold."
I smile and walk in.
After therapy I walk back out to the car. Yeosang was still waiting. "Hey babe, how'd it go?" Yeosang asks after I get in. "Pretty good. She's good." I lay back and zip up his jacket. Slowly, I nod off to sleep. Yeosang smiles and drives home.
---2 months later---
I was mostly better. Sometimes I had urges to work out for hours, but Yeosang always was there to stop me. I gained weight and was a healthy weight. "Morning Yeosang." Yeosang walks into the kitchen, where I was. Cooking was now a hobby. "Morning babe." He pulls me into a back hug.
"Here." I give him some of the eggs I was making. "They're good babe. Make sure you eat some." Yeosang kisses my neck. I nod and turn off the burner. Sitting down at the table, Yeosang pours some orange juice for us.
Yeosang sits next to me as I split the eggs between two plates. "I love you Y/N." Yeosang suddenly says. "I love you too. Thank you for helping me." I kiss his lips before we eat.
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