trigger warning; suicide
It was late, around 1:30 in the morning. I was walking alone on an empty cold street. My hands were tucked inside my jacket pockets. It was getting colder with the wind. My fingertips were becoming numb, even though they were tucked safely behind the cloth of my jacket. A buzzing went off in my back pocket. Hesistantly, I take my phone out and look at thr screen. Yeosang was texting me frantically.
Yeosang 🌙: baby where are you
yeosang🌙: babe why'd you leave
yeosang🌙: where did you go?
yeosang🌙: whats wrong
yeosang🌙: baby please come back
yeosang🌙: baby I'm worried
read☑Instead of saying anything, I just mark it as read and slip my phone back into my pocket after turning it to do not disturb mode. I didnt care. He couldnt find me anyway. He was lying about being worried. Just like everyone else. No one cared.
Finally I reached where I wanted to be. The Yeontan bridge. It was such a clichè way to die, but it worked. I took my shoes off and set them next to the railing, then placed my suicide note under.
Slowly, I got up onto the cold railing. The crashing waves of the river below me were somehow calming. I smiled ever so slightly, knowing I could finally be at peace. Without even realizing, I wipe the tear from streaming down my face.
I extend my arms, and start to fall forward. I hear the running footsteps of someone, which makes me feel the need to fall already. "YN!" I hear a familiar voice yell. Slightly, I turn around to see Yeosang running towards me. He stumbles over my shoes but runs towards me. I lean back, but yeosang catches my wrist.
Yeosang pulls me towards his chest. "Baby, stay with me." Yeosang whispers into my ear. I start bawling when I hear his voice. "I'm so sorry" I finally choke out. "Lets go home, yea?" Yeosang picks me up. I sink into his chest. In the car I fall asleep, holding Yeosangs hand.
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should i do one of these for each member, but with diff scenarios and endings?
<3
-alex