FIND THE TRUTH INSIDE YOU (Snowbarry)

4. Chapter: Explanations

Caitlin's pov

I was handling with the molecule exchange that I calculated for the serum. It should be 20:30:50 but something was wrong. The chemical analysis configured an doubled exchange. Maybe I should change the values of the diffrent molcules to an absolute atom exchange and then go one step to the next,  build up on the molecule basis. Oh man, didn't think that was such a work. I sighed annoyed, leaned back and closed my eyes for a moment.

,,Everything, okay?" I heard Barrys voice right behind me. I schreaked, man he had totally scared me.
,,I'm sorry" he laughed ,,I knocked at the door, bud you didn't hear me"

,,yeah I was in thoughts about the serum, it is more difficult than I thought" I answered

,,So did you guys find the tape?"
I asked

,,yes of course, thats why I am here." he hestitated.                    
,,So whats wrong?", it seemed like something was not okay. ,,actually it is not exactly about the tape, Cisco has it, he will filter it and bring it to you later or tomorrow" he sat at the chair next to me. ,,okay..." I was confused.

,,Do you remeber the day Hannibal Bates pretended to be me"
Of course I did but I never talked about this day and It was actually a forgotten day in my mind. I got a little bit nervous, I had no idea what Barry wanted to know from me so I just said ,,yes, why?"

,,Okay I just wanted to clarify something, cause I was confused and we are friends so we can talk about everything....". Oh my god please don't let him... ,, I found the tapes from the cortex from this day" he spoke out what I thought.

I was embarrassed and I didn't want to look at him but I tried to stay cool ,,and?"
He sighed ,,Caitlin why didn't you tell me that he kissed you, and according to the fact you thought it was me, that you maybe liked me at this time?"

Silence...I took a deep breath ,,Because it didn't matter" i got a little bit angry, how could he think he was able to know from a video what I felt or thought. ,,Why should I told you that I had a crush on you that time? What would have been changed? You and Iris were made for each other she was always on your mind, we never had a chance."
I was in rage. ,,And I accepted it, so it was like five years ago I am over it... if it is that what you worried about" I calmed down and tried a smile, cause I realised, that I must sounded a little bit to annoyed and angry. Actually I wasn't really angry. It was just so...so suddenly. I bit my lower lip and looked at the bottom. Now I felt totally embarrassed and denounced.

,,I...I am sorry Caitlin, that I confronted you...now I feel very stupid...you're right. But I don't know...I had never thought that you felt like this and I am sorry that I hurt you. I was just confused and curious and wanted to talk to you about it. So hope we are still good?" He made an unsure face.

I smiled ,,yes of course. Actually it was your right to ask. Maybe I should have deleted the video but I forgott we have the cameras. You are one of my best friends Barry and time change people, so everything is okay."
yeah my last sentence sounded to wise but, thats just what it was, the truth.

,,Good" He smiled his cute smile, the one you couldn't be angry even if you wanted. ,,So you know I can help you with the serum the next days, than we are faster and you could need a break now" he offered.

,,Oh thanks that would be nice" I answered.

When he was gone I felt a little bit weird inside, he opened some wounds that I closed years ago with much effort.

And another Chapter. I should actually do more for School now,  instead of writing this. But I wanted to make this one now. Hope you liked it. Please vote or give a comment 💗❄⚡