Time: Hamiltime
Request/Prompt: "I thought you loved me" thanks @JoannaLlama
TW: Cussing
Additional INFO: Italicized means it's a flashback
AN: Sorry for not updating often guys...Also thanks for almost 20K!!!!! WHOOP WHOOP
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(Y/N) POV
"He's a bastard (Y/N), but you can't let him have this much control over you. You can move on. You're strong, beautiful, perfect-"
"Clearly not Angelica. If I was why would he cheat?" I interrupt, tears streaming down my face. I was in London with Angelica to get away from all my problems in America. She sighed and continued to stroke my hair and rub my back.
"I don't know. But I need to you to at least finish explaining what happened or I'll have no good reasons to beat his ass," she joked trying to get me to laugh or smile.
Nothing happened.
I nodded, sniffling slightly, pushing back the tears. "Alright. It started last week,"
(FLASHBACK)
I had stayed over at Eliza's place since Aaron is somewhere for a conference. I rubbed my stomach lightly, humming in a sweet voice. "I bet you miss you father too don't you little one?" I asked the baby in my stomach as though it could understand me.
Eliza came in with a cup of tea and placed it in front of me. Though our husbands may be frenemies the two of us were without a doubt close friends.
She crouched down and started to speak in front of my stomach. "Hello precious, you're not going to be a handful for your mommy and auntie right? Of course not. You precious baby," she coo'd as I laughed.
Little Philip peeked his head from the kitchen door and came in, his hands hidden behind his back. I looked up and smiled at him. "Philip honey, why are you hiding your hands?" I asked as Eliza turned around to face her son.
He looked up at the two of us, a sheepish smile on his face. "Umm, I might've been playing with the mud again," he murmured in a hushed tone. I stifled a laugh as Eliza cupped her hand around her ear.
"Speak up Philip dear. Mommy doesn't have the best hearing," she said crouching down to his height.
"I played in the mud again mum," he announced, pulling his hands in front of him which were in deed covered in the dirty, brown substance. I laughed as Eliza scolded at her child before dashing off to grab a towel to clean his hands.
(TIME SKIP)
It was late at night and Eliza, Philip and I were sitting at the table drinking tea and chatting. Eliza went to grab some more tea.
I heard footsteps coming back into the kitchen and instead of seeing Eliza as expected, I see her husband, Alexander Hamilton, entering the room with a displeased facial expression.
"Alex? What's wrong?" I asked as he looked at me and sighed. Eliza came back with tea and smiled at her husband and placed a kiss on his head.
"Hello Alexander," she said before sitting down next to me and Philip.
"Your husband is back early and a pain in the ass," he told me as Eliza gasped and covered Philip's ears.
"Alexander! Our son is in this room," she scowled at him loudly and he placed his hands up in defence. "(Y/N)? Do you want to go see your husband?" she asked as I nodded eagerly.
"Of course!"
It took a while but we ended up packing all of my clothing articles from the past week and hauling them in the carriage. The ride to my place was a decent half hour so I ruffled my skirt and sat down trying to get comfortable.
"You ready to see father?" I asked my stomach and smiled to myself contently.
(TIME SKIP)
I thanked the carriage driver and opened the doors. The place sounded empty but I could see a dim light from Aaron's room. A smile made it's way to my face and I picked up my skirt and headed up stairs.
Soft snores were heard from that room but the thing that frightened me was the sound of a higher pitched snore. I walked over to his room and peered open the room. I saw a pair of purple heeled shoes that I knew for a fact weren't mine.
Opening the door fully I saw Aaron along with another girl.
ANOTHER GIRL?!
I stormed in and ripped off the blanket exposing the two who shouted loudly and looked up at me. The girl was quick to cover herself and I shot her the deadliest look I could muster. "Get. Out. Of. My. House. NOW," I shouted as she scrambled to grab her things and leave.
"Theodosia! Hold on!" he shouted and before he got up I grabbed his arm and glared at him.
"I can't believe you!" I shouted at him, shoving my finger into his chest. He looked down and didn't say anything. "What do you have to say for yourself?!" I yelled before crossing my arms. I felt tears form in my eyes.
"Go on! Tell me!" I screamed tears freely pouring from my eyes. He looked up at me slowly.
"I-I, I don't know. I have nothing to say to you. I did it. And that's a fact. There's nothing I can do to fix it," he said in a surprisingly calm voice.
I nodded, shaking and tears now angrily coming down my face. "YOU'RE DAMN RIGHT! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU! DOES OUR UNBORN CHILD NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?" I cried loudly as he looked back down in disappointment. I rubbed the tears on my face. "Get out," I whispered, my voice laced with venom.
He stood up and moved closer. "(Y/N). Please, let me-"
"Get out," I said in a clearer voice.
"(Y/N)-"
"GET OUT! GET OUT OF MY SIGHT! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! LEAVE NOW!" I screamed once again as he looked at me, his face broken. He left the room, grabbing a few things. I sat down on the bed and held my stomach as I cried tears of pain, sadness and anger."I thought you loved me," I said, tears streaking my face.
He leaned against the opposite side of the door. "I do. Just not as much anymore,"
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I looked at Angelica who had tears falling down her own face. "(Y/N)?" she asked softly. I sobbed slightly but nodded.
"What are you going to do with your child?"
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