Band One-Shots (Open!)

Crush (Chris Motionless)

~Author's Note: I already know I'm gonna get a bit carried away writing this, so yeah you've been warned cx ~

  I handed a fan a "Burn Baby Burn" shirt as she gave the other merch girl, and my close friend, Alexandria, her money. "Thanks!" she chirped before hurrying away.

  "You really oughta tell him." Alex told me, sighing as she sat in her chair. "I can't Alex!" I argued, "He'll think I'm pathetic, and what would Ricky do?"

  Ricky was my older brother, and he was pretty protective of me. I'm amazed he's letting me be a merch girl for his band, Motionless In White.

  If he knew I have a huge crush on the lead singer, Chris Motionless, I think he would probably shit himself and die.

  "Fuck Ricky, he won't do shit." Alex scoffed at me, "Just grow a sack and tell Chris that you're crazy about him."

  I shook my head definitely as another fan came up and asked to preorder the new Reincarnate album.

  I got her signed up, and she squeaked loudly when she looked up from the clipboard. I spun around to see what made her bug out, only to see Chris towering over me.

  "Oh. My. God." the girl squealed, "I'm such a huge fan, can I get a picture?" "Can you say please and calm your fangirl ass down?" Alex laughed at her, making Chris and I laugh as well.

  The girl started to tell Alex off when Chris intervened. "Hey, no fan of mine will be rude to anyone for no reason, alright?" he growled, and the girl gulped in fear and hurried away.

  "I was fine on my own, pretty boy." Alex grumbled, folding her arms across her chest. "Still." Chris shrugged, "Do you think you can hold down the fort? I wanna talk to Jayden." As he said the last part, he smiled down at me.

  Oh God, what if he heard me telling Alex I like him? Oh God I'm so dead. I'm so dead they're gonna have to bury me twice.

  Alex gave me a push towards Chris, making me bump into him. "Sorry..." I blushed awkwardly as he helped to steady me. "Oh shut up and go!" Alexandria groaned impatiently.

  Chris put an arm around my shoulders as we stepped around the table into the crowd, that way I was less likely to get hurt, seeing as I'm fairly small for my size.

  Just the feeling of being near him was enough to make my heart flutter, having his arm around me made my head spin. I couldn't think straight around him, ever.

  The way he smelled, even after a show, made me high. The feeling I got from looking into his chocolate brown eyes was intoxicating. His touch made me absolutely crazy.

  He led me to their tour bus, neither of us speaking a word, and I just felt panic growing deep within me. By the time he opened the bus door for me to step on, I was ready to have a full on panic attack.

  "Thanks." I mumbled, climbing onto the bus and sitting on their couch. He shut the door after me, sitting down beside me. Close beside me.

  "So, w-what's u-up?" I asked nervously, my voice shaking. He chuckled before saying, "I think I uh, overhead something that I uh, I probably wasn't supposed to hear, between you and Alexandria."

Shit shit shit shit shit shit fuck me upside down with a chainsaw SHIT.

"Oh."

  Chris laughed. "Oh? That's it?" I felt my face grow red with shame, so I looked down at my lap, knowing my long brown hair would cover my face.

  "I'm sorry..." I said quietly, "I totally understand if you don't want anything to do with me." I stood up and started to head for the door, when a strong arm snaked around my waist from behind and pulled me back.