The Adventures Of The Savages

The fall out. 6-16-18

So, yesterday, I went to some picnic thing at my uncle Andy's work, scientific.
I'm so frustrated with everything. All the friends that I thought I had, were fake. They have been this whole time.
I would make everyone happy if I just disappeared. Ashlyn wouldn't have to deal with me. Luke, Tyler, and pretty much everyone, would be happy. I wouldn't be annoying them anymore. Ashleigh would be glad to live a life with out me in it. I'm such a toxic person. Her family wouldn't have to look after me anymore. My parents, it would be one less mouth to feed. Everyone would be happy with out me. All I want is to make everyone happy. They deserve it. They don't deserve to feel like crap, or the way I'm feeling now. They deserve to be happy and to live their best life. They can only do that if I just stop. So, I don't plan on going to youth group. I plan on keeping to myself. I'll get through the days. I'll get a job. I'll stay in my room, or go places. I just want everyone to be happy.