MY HUSBAND'S PLEASURE

52: The Clash

Maxein's POV

my wife hasn't woke up yet, i'm out here outside the hospital, kung saan naglalakad lakad ang mga pasiente, but for now, it's me alone, it's the middle of the night, and i can't even sleep, kaya naupo muna ako dito sa bench para makapag isip-isip lamang.

was i wrong? bakit sobrang galit ko kay dad? is it because he didn't love mama, o it is because masyado lang akong tanga na di ko nakikita ang sakripisyo niya.

but his sacrifices comes back into karma and the important people in our lives get killed and murdered by him.

ano ba dapat ang gagawin mo maxein? forgive you dad and spend time with him kahit ng mali ang ginagawa niya?

Argh! bakit ba ang gulo ng mundo! sino ba dapat kakampihan ko, ang side na tama dapat gawin ng papa ko, o yung kabilang side na kahit hindi tama ang ginagawa niya ay para sa amin naman rin iyon.

it's so.. confusing, i don't know which path to choose, should i forgive him? should i say sorry to my own father? or should i keep my own pride, hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko.

''the best thing to do is forgive your dad, maxein.''napatingin ako sa likod ko, and it's anthony, my wife's ex boyfriend back in her teenage days, or let's just say cute child days.

''anong ibig mong sabihin?'' i asked him, he smirked at me at sabay kaming napa upo sa hospital bench, anthony seemed stressed too, dahil rin sa iyak ng iyak ang chubby girlfriend niya.

''growing up pinatay ang magulang ko sa harapan ko, and when the gomez family decided to adopt me, para bang... sobrang saya ko kasi may sarili na akong magulang, and for you, wala ka nang magsisilbing magulang sa side ng asawa mo, 

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Amber is now an orphan, and you, you still have your dad. si amber, na kahit anong higpit pa ng papa niya sa kaniya, she loved his dad kahit nakipag team ito sa tatay mo, kahit napasama ang papa niya, she didn't cared. 

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ngayon na wala na si mama lina, wala na ang nanay ni amber wala na rin ang papa niya, ang natitira nalang ay ang papa mo, your father is a worth it to fight for, kahit anong sama pa niya, kahit gusto ka na niyang patayin, cause believe me,

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kung hindi kayo mahal ng papa mo, he left mama lina and his children, or either killed you guys much more earlier, trust me, this man of yours loves you so much as his child, eh kung ako nga... hindi na ako mahal ng bago kong hapones na tatay, while your father loves you? ang swerte mo.

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ali doesn't have a dad, my girlfriend and nixon doesn't have a dad, amber doesn't have a dad, i... i also don't have a father, kahit ang mama mo remember? 

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my only prediction is, if you forgive you dad, trust me, your son maxwell, will cherish and obey you the most, how you treat your father is the way how your children will treat you.''anthony smiled at me, i just chuckled slowly and glazed back at him.

he put down his palm in a sign of 'high five', at syempre ako, inampiran ko narin siya, he's such a good man, ewan ko kung bakit ko siya pinag seselosan minsan, maybe my jealousy about him is that he can make anything better and i can only make some of the things okay.