"I know I love you will never be enough to say to you, but you are gone now. So why does it matter what I say."
The burning feeling in my eyes I have felt ever since the fates day was back. I knew I was gonna cry, but I didn't want to. Not here, not now. I need to tell him how I truly felt, even though he was gone.
"Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, I wake up and go through my day than when I go to bed at 3 or 4 in the morning my mind is still on you. Your eyes, your face, your voice, your laugh, your humor, You. I can't get you out of my head and you're driving me crazy... But I'll admit, I kinda like the crazy."
"Maybe because I know if you weren't ever really here I wouldn't have felt this bad about what happened, or maybe because I have always enjoyed the effect you have had on me. What ever the reason I love it, I was crazy in love with you so why not be crazy now?"
Now the pain burning pain was in my throat, but it wasn't anywhere near as bad as the pain I felt in my heart.
I got up to leave and turned back around right before I left "I know it doesn't mean much, but I love you." Then I was gone.
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There is literally not enough Lachambers fanfic so not only am I going to be writing this one, I will also be writing another one! I feel like there needs to be more out there.
Anyways, enjoy this and the rest of the book! ❤️
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FanfictionGordie and Chris were in love, there was no doubt about it. But what if they met someone who also shared the same about of love for someone else as they do for each other? What if that person told them their own story and how that same love ruined...
