Our History

Chapter 12

Eyeballs POV

I finished reading a few more entries.

Only three, but I thought that was enough for tonight.

I would read more later, he wrote a lot. Maybe three or four years worth of entries. I just kinda skimmed through the pages to see how many he wrote. They weren't always day after day, sometimes he would wait a week or so to write another, but that was enough for me.

"I wish you were here Denny, I miss you more and more as the days go by."

Great now I was talking to myself.

I picked up the notebook and set it back into the dresser, making a mental note to pick it up once I left their house.

I then sat up and went to Denny's closet, I didn't feel like wearing jeans to bed.

I took a pair of his pajama pants and a random shirt.

At first, I thought that maybe I should ask Gordie how he felt about me wearing his clothes but I knew he wouldn't care.

I quickly changed, keeping my dirty clothes where they laid.

I then quickly slipped into Denny's bed, remembering doing this so many times before.

I laid my head on his pillow, it still smelt like him. This whole room was him.

It hadn't been changed from the last time I was in there, but I like that. I liked that I could come in here and it was all the same, almost like he was still here.

I began to feel a cold wet substance stream down my face, I knew these were tears.

"I miss you so much.", I began to cry out.

I wanted him here with me, I wanted to be able to hold him in my arms again.

I wrapped my arms around his pillow, wanting it to be him.

"I should have died, not you Denny. Not you."

I let the tears continue to fall, "You had a good family and a little brother that looked up to you. You were amazing and I love you so much! Why did you have to die? Why not me?! It should have been me! You didn't deserve this, you deserve the fucking world! You deserve everything, you deserve to walk this planet damnit!"

I didn't know what to feel, I was angry but I was also sad. I wanted Denny more and more every day.

"Please come back."

That was the last thing I said before I slipped away into darkness. Leaving the tears to stain my cheeks, and my broken heart to slow down it's beating.

"Richard."

I snapped my head up, I knew that voice.

I turned to look where the words came from,"Denny?"

It was him, I jumped up out of bed and ran to him.

I threw my lips on him right away, wrapping my arms around his waist.

His arms snaked around my neck like they have done so many times before.

"I miss you so much."

Was the only thing I let out before I reattached our lips together.

We stayed this way for a while, I didn't know how long. But that didn't matter to me, it felt like we had all the time in the world.

But sadly it was Denny who pulled away this time.

"I love you and I love doing this, but we need to talk."

I nodded so he knew I understood, then led us to his bed.

We both took a seat facing each other, his hand playing with mine.

I love when he does that.

"What do you need to talk about?"

He was looking at my hand, almost like he was studying it. Then he moved his head up, so our eyes met.

"Can you promise me something, Richard?"

I nodded my head yes maybe a little too quickly, I think I was just eager to see him and to know what he needed to tell me.

"Promise me that you will watch over those two boys, they love each other with a love that only we know. You can't let Ace destroy them."

"Of course I promise Denny! I promise with all of me, that's my little brother your talking about. You and he have and always will be my main priorities. Maybe my parent doesn't love him, but you can bet your ass I do."

Denny smiled at my comment then looked at me seriously, "Good, you need to stay that way. But it wasn't Chris I was worried about, I know you will protect him with your life.", Denny stopped for a second then continued, "It's Gordie, I need you to promise me you will watch over him. Take care of him, he needs you more than you know. I can't be there, I need you to be."

I almost wanted to cry, but I made a promise a long time ago I would never cry in front him Denny. He needed to know that I would also be strong and that I could protect him.

"I promise Denny, I promise you a million times. Those boys will be protected until the day I die."

Denny then leaned over and pecked my lips softly, "Good, because they will both need you. I know a lot about what could happen. The future is constantly changing with every decision you make. But as long as you watch them and protect them they will be fine."

"I can promise that I will protect them."

Denny then leaned over and put his lips on mine.

He also wrapped his arms around my neck.

So I grabbed his thighs and moved him so he was sitting on my lap. Where he should always be.

After a while, I laid us down and rolled us over so I was on top of him.

I remember all of these movements and positions so well. I missed doing them with him, this was emotional. Every girl was just physical.

But of course, Denny had to pull away again, "Oh and Richard, somethings about to happen soon. You might even call it "History Repeating Itself".

I nodded in understatement, "Thanks for the warning."

He pecked me on the lips, "I love you, Richard Chambers."

So I pecked his lips back, "And I love you, Denny Lachance."

The bright light began to make its way into my eyes, so I snapped them open.

It was all a dream? How?

It felt so real, Denny everything!

It was probably just because I was sleeping in his bed. I don't think I've ever had a dream so vivid about Denny besides the car accident.

How could this have been a dream?

Maybe I've gone crazy, I guess that's what happens when you fall in love.

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