Our History

Chapter 5

Chris's POV

Gordie and I walked slowly to the couch that sat directly across from the couch that Eyeball was on.

I noticed that Goride didn't want to sit on my lap, which kinda made me sad. I knew it was because Eyeball was here but I didn't give a fuck because Gordie was my boyfriend and I want him to sit on my lap.

So I reached over and sat him in my lap.

This made Gordie looked over at me and I could see fear wash over his beautiful face.

I didn't want Gordie to have fear, he would be okay. Eyeball wasn't gonna do shit to either of us.

So I looked up at Eyeball about to tell him that but when I looked up at him it was weird.

Eyeball didn't look disgusted or even creeped out at all, "You better not mind that Gordie sits in my lap because he's not moving."

Eyeballed chuckled and rolled his eyes, "I don't care that you guys are acting like this. In all honestly you guys are good together, I'm here to talk about something else."

Gordie and I looked at each other in shock then back at him, "You don't care that were together?!" I began to ask more like scream at him, "But you're a Cobra! You're not supposed to like gay people, plus you don't even care for me! I know Ace tells you to hate gay people and me, but now that you know I'm gay you can hate me even more!"

Eyeball snapped his head up and looked at me, "I have never had a problem with gay people, Ace does but I don't. Love is Love, that's that. Who cares about gender? Now you, Chris, I don't know how you can say I don't care about you! You're my little brother man, you are one of the most important people in my life! Why do you think I drive you to Gordie's every time dad starts getting to mean? Or why I try to get Ace to leave you and Gordie alone? Because I try to protect you Chris, and Gordie at that!"

I looked at Eyeball at his sudden out burst and began to tear up. He was right, Eyeball had always been looking out for me and taking care of me. Maybe it wasn't every day all the time but it was the little things, and I guess I couldn't ever figure it out because I was always in my own world.

I moved Gordie off of me, stood up and walked over to Eyeball. He looked up at me then stood up and pulled me into his arms. Then I began to cry. My big brother was there holding me and telling me it was okay while I cried in my boyfriend's house. But I wouldn't have had it any other way because I knew my brother loved and supported me. That's all I have ever wanted from him.

I let go and looked up at him, "Thank you Eyeball, for everything."

He pulled me back into his arms again, "It's okay, and there's no need to thank me. You're my little brother, this is my responsibility."

I kept smiling and crying in Eyeballs arms that I had forgotten that Gordie was still in the room.

I let go of Eyeball and looked over at Gordie. When I looked over at him I had noticed that he was beginning to cry.

This broke my heart to see him cry, even seeing him tear up makes my heart break. Gordie was amazing and he was my whole life, he was my rock and him even showing the slight bit of sadness made me wanna break.

So I began to walk over to him, but Eyeball pulled me by shoulders to stop me, "Lemme handles this, I know why he's crying."

I looked at Eyeball in confusion, how in the hell did he know why my boyfriend was sad and I didn't.

But before I could ask anything Eyeball was already sitting down on the couch with Gordie, so I just watched them.

"Hey Gordie, I know we don't talk much and I know we are nowhere near to being close but I need to tell you something.", Gordie then looked up at Eyeball with red watery eyes, "Awe, you pore kid."

Eyeball then pulled Gordie into a hug and he started to sob,"Shhh it's okay Gordie I'm here, now listen. I knew Denny's dead and you feel like you don't have an older brother that is here to protect you, but I can promise you that we may not be brothers by blood or marriage or anything but I'm still here for you. No matter what, you and my brother are in love so you might as well call me your brother."

I was shocked and by the look on Gordie's face, I could also tell he was shocked too.

"Y-you p-promise?" Gordie said with a stutter.

Eyeball nodded to promise Gordie, then this time Gordie hugged him and I couldn't help but smile.

I loved knowing that Gordie was happy, but I liked making him happy so I walked over there, sat on the couch and picked Gordie up and sat him on my lap.

"Haha, well sorry for taking your man Chris.", Eyeball said laughing at us.

I laughed then rolled my eyes, "I don't think you could ever take Gordie from me, I mean once you have sex with Big Dick Chris it's hard to move on to another person." I replied making Gordie turn a whole new shade of red.

"Oh little Christopher, you may have the last names Chambers but you definitely don't have a big dick like me. Plus if Gordie even had the chance to ride my big dick he would never go back to you", Eyeball snapped back, but his comment made Gordie almost die of embarrassment.

When I looked down to see Gordie's face which looked adorable from how embarrassed he was. Because of this, I began to laugh and I guess Eyeball caught on.

"It's okay Gordie, I would never fuck you. You're my little brother's boyfriend, that would be very weird. Plus I-" Then Eyeball stopped himself almost like he was about to say something, but I didn't think anything of it. Maybe he just forgot what he was gonna say.

I don't know what it was but a sudden silence came over all of us, which is weird because I haven't talked to my brother since well I couldn't remember the last time we actually have talked like this. But it felt almost like there wasn't anything to say, I knew my brother cared and that's all that mattered.

We sat there for a while and Gordie began to play with my hand, the Eyeball spoke up, "Okay, well now that we have had out fun I need to really talk to you guys about something that's important."

Gordie and I both turned our attention to him while he began to talk, "You guys need to break up"

"WHAT!?" We both screamed at once.

"Shh clam down, that came out wrong. What I meant to say is you guys need to stay away from each other." When Eyeball said this I almost punched him, and I think he noticed because he began to talk again, "Okay, listen I support you two one hundred percent. But when you guys are walking around town and hanging on each other it kinda makes you guys look like you are dating. So I think it would be in your guy's best interest to act like you're not friends. Behind doors, you guys can fuck for all I care, but I front of the public you guys need to stay away from each other."

When he stopped talking I knew Gordie was gonna agree and try to convince me to this plan but I wasn't having it. Eyeball may be my older brother and think he knows what's best for me, but he doesn't.

"No Eyeball we aren't doing that. This town has already screwed me over for everything in my life, they aren't taking my best friend away from me." I shot back angrily.

Eyeball knew I was angry, so he was getting angry," Listen, Chris, I knew we just patched up our brother bond so I'm trying to help you. But for me to help you, you have to listen to me! I know what's best for you, so it needs to stop."

"YOU KNOW WHATS BEST FOR ME!! Jesus Christ Eyeball you aren't even gay! How would you even know how this feels if you aren't gay, and I know you have never been in love!" All the angry I have been holding in for him was being let out, and in all honestly, I was happy I got this out. Eyeball didn't know shit.

"You know what Chris I know exactly how it feels! So just listen to me or people will start to figure it out!! Trust me!" Eyeball shot out still trying to make me listen to him, but it wasn't working,

"Eyeball you don't know shit about being gay and being in love-"

"Shut the fuck up right there! Chris, you don't know anything about me, you have never even tried to get to know me! Because if you really did know me then you would know I am gay and I was in love!" Eyeball then slapped his hands over his mouth.

Gordie and I tensed up in shock, I didn't know what to say. Or to say anything at all.

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Chapter 5, enjoy (;