Our History

Chapter 18

Gordie's POV

"Gordie! You need to wake up and meet your mother and me downstairs!"

My eyes shot open at the sound of my father's voice booming through my room.

Once I had realized my surroundings memories of last night flooded my memory.

It was a beautiful night, filled with love.

Chris and I did end up doing it, but it was different than any other time we had done it.

This time it was filled with love, not lust.

Every movement, grasp, breathe, and the kiss was all love.

I knew at that moment I loved him more than I could ever love anybody else.

When he held me, and we looked into each other's eyes I knew he felt the same way.

The way his fingers traveled their way up and down my body makes me weak to my knee's just thinking about it.

Now here I lay, my head rested perfectly on his chest. Almost like we were meant for each other, he is my other half.

I felt Chris's hands begin to travel up my back, "I love you, Gordie."

"I love you too, Chris."

I began to push myself off of him, "We need to get up, my dad just yelled at me. I don't want him to break down this door and see me laying naked with you."

"Yeah your right, I don't want him to get angry that he will never have what we have. But I don't think anybody has or have had what we have. I don't know what this is Gordie, but I can't lose it or you."

"I can't either Chris.", I then leaned forward and connected our lips for a quick second then pulled away, "Do you think Denny and Eyeball were like this?"

Chris thought to himself for a minute,"In a way, yes, but I don't think it was this strong. The way I feel for your Gordie isn't explainable, it's something I have never felt before. It's strong and powerful, it makes me who I am. I love the way you make me feel Gordie, so no. I personally don't think they had this, maybe close, but definitely not this."

I was speechless for once in my life, completely blown away by Chris words. They were beautiful, but they couldn't have been more perfect.

I believe him, we have something stronger than what our brothers have.

"But hey, we will have our history and they have theirs, their own.",Chris then began to move a lot closer to me so our foreheads were touching"But what I do know is that last night was one of the best nights of my life. It was different Gordie, and good different. I hope it stays that way because I have never felt so much for one person in such a short amount of time. So thanks, Gordie."

"Don't thank me, Chris, I feel the exact same way. It's why I asked you about Denny and Eyeball. I wanted to know if they ever did something as amazing as that. I know it was just sex but it felt like so much more, maybe I'm just getting sappy."

Now he was looking deeply into my eyes, but I was looking even deeper into his, "No Gordie that wasn't just sex, that was love."

Chris then leaned into kiss me right when we heard a loud," GORDON HURRY UP!! WE EVEN KNOW THE SEX OF THE BABY, COME DOWN NOW!"

I jumped excitement and began to quickly get dressed.

"Look's like your excited."

I smiled at Chris, trying to get my legs through my jeans, "Well, of course, I'm excited! Now I will know if I'm an older brother or sister!then