Saving the Assassin

20 Facts About Me

Hi!~ Nexogenous here :) I was tagged to do this by my lovely chingu @_THELeiacorn_ so yeah I'm joining the fun :D It's already late though but who cares? This was already viral at fb but I'm doing it here. There's no harm anyway. ^_^ It's not necessary to read tho. So you can just skip this XD

Here it goes~ SPAZZING ALERT: I talk to much people hahaaaa

1.) I was a hardcore Otaku before being a Kpopstan :) No worries. I'm now fully committed to KPOP.

I love anime too much before. I loved those not-even-alive characters so much that I thought I wouldn't marry a human someday lol. I even have anime merch (magazines, manga books, keychains, plushie, bunch of posters thos things). Just last year around September, I accidentally watched EXO's Growl one-take MV at Mtv and I was starstrucked. I was like: "GOD. WAS THIS YOUR WAY OF SHOWING ME I CAN MARRY A REAL LIFE ANIME THAT ALL LIVES AT KOREA?" So yeah they are my real life anime guys. I told myself I should know what their group is and who's who and i knew i was somehow fucked up cause at first, all of them had the same faces but i managed to know more and because of them, I was trapped in the kpop world. I think 90% of people undergoes that stage when they are to be converted as a Kpopstan XD Their exceptional talent in singing and dancing synchronization was so fine that it drawn me to them. I swear LUHAN caught me in his solo part there! <3 So here I am now being happy when they are happy and being broken 2x when they are broken. Ironic right? So since then i vowed to marry a fanboy/ Korean (if by chance i can travel) who would understand my feels & flaws for those guys. And then there's BTS, NU'EST. They are my top 3 <3

2.) I violate rules for fangirling. It's my so called YOLO :)

I swear! I can't help it ㅠㅇㅠ When we are plainly writing notes, i plug my earphones on and play KPOP (I have three to eight english songs left i think in my music hahaha). When the lesson is boring, I'll go fb-ing and look out through new updates and laugh or smile alone which my classmates think weird but who cares. I love them. My sd card is going low on memory already because of kpop vids (dance practices, MVs, lyrics), pictures, and wattpad (the fanfics feels~)

3.) I am a silent type. But I cuss. When you won't talk to me I won't either. I can keep the deepest of the deepest secrets.

Yes I'm silent and gloomy on the outside (I've got a bitchy face cause I always have my poker face on. It's kinda a defense mechanism for me XD) but once you get to know me I'm good :) You can trust me with something so confidential too. I'm actually a keeper. It's readable in my appearance tho. My friends, close or not, just come to me and open up, then we part like we didn't talk at all. That is so me. You'll actually find me noisy when fangirling tho~ Well. How could I even bottle my feels? It's so hard hahaha.

4.) I love my talents.

I'm not into instruments but I really want to learn how to play violin, piano and drums but my parents couldn't provide me one, so I can't have the chance to do so. :'( </3 So yeah I'm into dancing and singing. I'm not actually that good but I am more than willing to learn and enhance it more cause I believe this would take me to something great. I mean look at my idols right? They trained hard to reach their places right now. It serves as my inspiration <3 And also writing. Writing is widespread knowledge so be proud if you are a writer. You have a broad mind to be one :) Last is Eating hahaha. I do consider that XD

5.) I am not that Grade Conscious but I maintain it high.

I don't know. Don't every normal student do that? Except for my math and physics tho. I try hard for it :(

6.) I'm the kind of person who thinks about what my future would be like.

Is it only me? Cause I always aim myself for what I really want so that I can have the best of my future. I'm one to imagine what I might be 10 years from now. I honestly want to be an artist. I don't discourage myself from the possibility. But I'm also not trying hard. I'm just keeping in track. I also thought about afterlife. I have already wondered if after I die, would my soul still be conscious? Would i be reincarnated as the same me? Would i get the same feeling just like before when I'm still alive? Things like that. I'm interested to know :)