I Want More

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Description: You and Finn are friends with benefits you want more but he doesn't. -Kinda a lil sad not really idk

Looking at the scatter of hickies across my neck I slip my shirt on then wash my face in the sink I needed to hurry up and leave Finn's hotel room. Quickly brushing my teeth I put my things in the small mesh bag I brought with me before walking into the room. 

"You heading out?"

"Yeah, I want to get to my room before Dean comes to pick me up for breakfast."

"Okay same time tomorrow?"

"I'll be here."

I reply slipping on my shoes standing up Finn presses a kiss to my lips before walking to the bathroom shutting the door. Taking my bag I head down the hall to my hotel room tossing my bag on my bed I pull clothes out of my suitcase and get a shower before Dean comes to get me. Singing to the playlist on my phone I scrub lightly over the hickies Finn left across my skin thankfully my ring gear could cover them. The only ones that needed to be covered were the ones on my neck the makeup department are going to be pissed. Rinsing off I wrap my hair in a towel drying off before slipping on jeans and a black tee shirt. Blow drying my hair I let it hang loose calling a come in when I hear a knock.

"Good morning doll."

"Morning Dean just give me a minute then we can head out."

"No rush I told Renee to meet us after her meeting with Hunter if that's okay?"

"Yeah that's fine does she know the coffee shop we'll be at?"

"Yep I gave her the directions it's not that far from here so she'll probably just have Hunter drop her off."

Nodding I put on my sneakers grabbing my bag I put my wallet, phone, and keys inside putting it on my back I follow him out the door.

"How'd you sleep?"

"Good Renee accidentally kicked me in the nuts so that was a bit unpleasant but other than that I slept fine."

"That sounds painful."

"It was lemme tell ya."

Smiling we get in the elevator heading down to the lobby and out into the warm Carolina weather. 

"How about you?"

"I slept alright I got up early this morning tho so I'm a bit tired still."

"Did you stay with Finn again?"

"Yeah, I did I couldn't help myself."

"When are you suppose to stay with him again?"

"Tomorrow night."

"Have you told him how you felt yet?"

"No, I'm scared too he's one of my closest friends and the thought of scaring him off because I want to be more than just friends with benefits. I don't know how he would react I don't want to lose him."

"I can understand that and I'm not demanding that you go tell him but you're hurting your heart by continuing to do this. That's not fair to yourself (y/n) you're a wonderful woman and Finn would be so lucky to have you. But if he doesn't want more than I think it would be for the best if you just stayed friends that didn't sleep together."

"Why do you have to be right?"

"Because I'm me and when am I never not right?"

He asks slinging his arm over my shoulders I smile rolling my eyes shoving him to the side before quickly making my way into the coffee shop.

"Okay, that was rude."

"Poor Dean are you okay?"

I coo pinching his cheek as we get in line shaking his head with a chuckle we order some coffee and breakfast before picking a table.

"Do you think I should just tell him tomorrow? I want to give myself some time to think of what I'm going to say."

"Do what you think is right nobody can pick the perfect moment do it when you are ready."

"Thank you I'm so glad to call you a friend."

"Best friend for your information."

"I don't think that would go over too well with Seth."

"Who cares what he thinks?"

Laughing we start eating our breakfast talking about the upcoming house shows before we're joined by Renee.
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Taking a breath I knock on Finn's hotel room trying to keep my nerves under control come on (y/n) you can do this.

"Hey, love come on in."

Look up I see Finn dressed in shorts and a Balor Club shirt a smile covering his face walking past him I stand by the bed. Finn walks over cupping my face in his hands pressing his lips to mine I try to hold back the content sigh. I knew we had to talk but I wanted to selfishly enjoy this moment in case it was the last time. When he goes to tug my shirt off I pull away holding his hands in place looking up at him.

"Are you okay?"

"Um yeah, I just need to talk to you if that's okay?"

"Of course lets sit."

Sitting side by side I look down at my hands trying to sort through my thoughts he takes my hand in his giving it a reassuring squeeze. 

"So you know how when we started this we said we didn't have to worry about getting feelings because we're such good friends?"

"Yeah, that's one of the reasons why we agreed to it."

"I can't do this anymore it's nothing you've done well not really I'm falling for you I want more than just sex and sneaking out of your room in the morning."

"(Y/n) I'm I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to say anything okay? If you still want to be friends then I can be more than happy with that I don't want to lose you but I can't keep sleeping with you. I'll only end up hurting myself in the process I'm sorry."

"You don't have to be sorry you can't help who you fall for if you think we can still just be friends then lets. I wish I could say I felt the same but I don't want to try and force feelings that aren't there."

"I can handle that thank you for understanding."

Pressing a kiss to his cheek he pulls me into a tight hug I rest my head on his shoulder blinking back the wave of tears. Tears of sadness but mainly tears of thankfulness that I was still able to keep my friend.
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Sometimes things don't work out the way you want but good things can still come from it.

I just wanted to do something a little different I hope you all still enjoy.

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