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Growing Up

I'm growing up.

Although it kind of scares me, saying that. In such a short time I've grown and matured a lot. I'm more independent then I was a few months ago. Maybe it's because I'm a stay now? In the time I've been a Stay, life started changing for the better. Although I still have my bad days and moods. I find myself now fighting for my dreams because of Stray Kids. But this isn't about that.

It's scary growing up. I realise that in less then two years I'll be graduating and god only knows where I'll go after that. Whether I'm a trainee, headed to university, staying in this town or some other unexpected place. Not knowing the future is terrifying.

I look back at all my previous years and the things that made me who I am today. I'm almost 16 and, well, what a fricken hell of a journey it's been already.

I go back to certain moments and notice small things that I was too young to see at the time. I used to think I was a little outgoing but thinking about how I acted it shows I've always been shy and kept to myself. I never really fit in, never felt like I belonged.

But even that's changed. I found friends and a family I belong in (Stay). I found my reason to keep going, even if I have no bloody clue where I'm headed.

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Last draft I promise! It's not finished but here it is!