Adrenaline pumps through my veins , Lights flashing slowly , Tears filled my mothers face , Everything went blank . I don't remember what happened next , I opened my eyes and saw the Devil's smile , it was a warm and comforting smile , pulled me by the hand and told me it's time I came home . I ask myself how one can find comfort in such an awful smile , I smiled back and closed my eyes once again and once I opened them again I saw my mothers tears , she looked at me , and said " Take me back my child , Take me back to where it all started ."
I shed a tear and replied " I'm an Angel waiting to go home , you should've let those pills kill me Mama " . I knew at that moment that I hadn't fulfilled my purpose in life and I was not ready to go back him . It's funny how your life can take a knock and turn all the way upside down , well that's my life . Let me take you to five months ago .
" I never really considered myself as the type to be depressed , I had a normal basic life and really I was the type to never express my feelings . I would bottle up my emotions and lash them out when shaken , I thought that's how it was supposed to be ...
" I had a crush on this other guy in My life science class , his name was Lucky , He was very tall , skinny , his eyes were dark brown but when reflected in the light his iris would turn a little lighter with a touch of gold , he had an amazing scent , he moved gracefully , he was always on point not a flaw to his looks , Ohh Lucky was Gorgeous but that's beyond the point . He was a ladies type of guy but it never bothered me because I knew I'd get him , but he was not what I pictured him to be , he had a dark side to him . "
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Angel waiting to go home .
Mystery / ThrillerAfter my best friend is molested and later commits suicide in the hands of my crush , I seek closure in the worst way possible by tagging along many worthless souls through my rollercoaster through Hell which leads to many of my mental complications.