After my best friend is molested and later commits suicide in the hands of my crush , I seek closure in the worst way possible by tagging along many worthless souls through my rollercoaster through Hell which leads to many of my mental complications.
Adrenaline pumps through my veins , Lights flashing slowly , Tears filled my mothers face , Everything went blank . I don't remember what happened next , I opened my eyes and saw the Devil's smile , it was a warm and comforting smile , pulled me by the hand and told me it's time I came home . I ask myself how one can find comfort in such an awful smile , I smiled back and closed my eyes once again and once I opened them again I saw my mothers tears , she looked at me , and said " Take me back my child , Take me back to where it all started ."
I shed a tear and replied " I'm an Angel waiting to go home , you should've let those pills kill me Mama " . I knew at that moment that I hadn't fulfilled my purpose in life and I was not ready to go back him . It's funny how your life can take a knock and turn all the way upside down , well that's my life . Let me take you to five months ago .
" I never really considered myself as the type to be depressed , I had a normal basic life and really I was the type to never express my feelings . I would bottle up my emotions and lash them out when shaken , I thought that's how it was supposed to be ...
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" I had a crush on this other guy in My life science class , his name was Lucky , He was very tall , skinny , his eyes were dark brown but when reflected in the light his iris would turn a little lighter with a touch of gold , he had an amazing scent , he moved gracefully , he was always on point not a flaw to his looks , Ohh Lucky was Gorgeous but that's beyond the point . He was a ladies type of guy but it never bothered me because I knew I'd get him , but he was not what I pictured him to be , he had a dark side to him . "
