Angel waiting to go home .

Chapter 21

( Nurse Faiths Point of Veiw )

Rape ? She is still so young and she has to carry all of this by herself . My eyes can't help but start watering , I try to cover my open mouth with my hand and I seem to be stuck like this . Look at this broken girl , she has nothing left , life has drained her mentally , spiritually and even physically . I feel her pain now more than ever , I now understand why she is the way she is , she is utterly torn apart ... " Promise... "I can't even get a word in without crying even more , I am starring at this fragmented little girl and she looks like she is trying to hold everything together but deep down I can feel she is drowning .

" Nurse , please stop crying . " she tells me and I can't help but cry even more , look at this young beaut . Life has taken all it could from her , she is left lifeless like this , her beauty is slowly fading and her scars and pain are slowly realigning . I wish she wouldn't have to deal with this all by herself but she does not let anyone in , every single person she had hope in all disappeared .

" Nurse, I was drunk and unconscious , so I'm not really sure if it really happened or not. " she says, still strong with no tears in her eyes . Oh God , please help this dear child .

" Prom ... " I can't even finish her name without bursting into more tears , I take out a tissue in my bag to wipe my tears , I am trying by all means to keep some of these tears in but every time I just look at Her, I can't help but cry at this vulnerable young girl .

" Yo.. You don't ... uhm ... have to hold everything ... inside you know " I manage to say with my eyes starting to well up again .

" Nurse please . I have dealt with this already and I am okay now , I cried about this for weeks and I finally made peace with everything that happened. " she says with her voice so soft and smooth .

I remember when my twins died , I felt as if everything had been taken away from me , I tried to be strong and move on but the viod was still there , my sadness would echo from every corner of my heart . My breasts were still producing milk and that would kill everything in me even more.

I tried to be strong for Months but I had no direction , no light and no joy . My life had been hovered in darkness and with no way to escape . I started painting everything I felt , with every portrait I felt myself at ease again .

" Promise , what has life done to you ? Look at you right now ? "

" Nothing at all , it gave me all that it had and all it had was darkness." Spoken like a true artist.

" It sucked every single bit of light I had left in me but I have no right to be mad or sad , why fuss over something that was given to you and can easily be taken away . " She adds on with a small smile .

" Life does not get easier baby , challenges will come and life will definitely kick you down but you don't just stay down and sob about everything going wrong , you need to fight and move on . I know that this is a cliché but that's the greatest advice anyone can give you about life , just trying living atleast and maybe you'll understand . "

" I'm tired of fighting . " She answers blandly.

" Fighting for happiness, fighting for recognition, fighting for acceptance ,fighting for Love Nurse Faith . I'm tired . "

At this moment , I just wish that life wasn't this cruel to her , I wish she didn't have to go through this alone , It's truly just not fair at all .

" I understand baby . " I say to her .

" Where is Lucky now ? " I was boldly, I have been burning in curiosity. 

" Oh , I'm not sure but he's still around for sure . " She answers with no sign of being offended .