That night I slept with towel covering my pillow because I knew I would cry all night , and I did cry all night till my tears burnt when they fell down my face , my towel was soaked and eventually fell asleep .
When morning came , I woke up and got ready for School , I decided to wear a skirt because deep down I still wanted Lucky's attention . I went to my first class and the intercom went on , " Sorry to interrupt , if your name is Lucky please come to the office , from grade 8-12 , if your name is Lucky please come to the office . Thank you " . The class went silent for that moment and the Teacher continued to teach thereafter ... I wondered why the Principal called all the Lucky's to the office , what could this possibly be about? During break , I went to my usual spot and sat alone, at times like these I really miss Dile . Tears immediately start falling down my face , I wish I could die just to join her , I am nothing without her , I hate you Promise , you are worthless ! What does life want from me ? It has taken all it could , I have nothing to offer yet the empty feeling in my heart will never go away . These demons are playing cat and mouse in my head , they are feeding off every single tear that falls down my face . I am dancing with the Devil :
Dancing with the Devil ,
Around and around we go
hovers my mind with dark thoughts .
Happiness approaches when he is at rest
He loves the way I dance to sound of my tears .
He Loves the way I move my feet in Heartbreak .
The way twirl to my misery ,
His best dancer he says
the one filled with the most mystery .
From my head to toe he lays
I await his visit at night ,
He takes my hand and we twirl once again .
Don't fight
I like the sound of your misery .
Your eyes rotate like the Sun
And your teary dress lights up my night like the Moon .
Once happiness inhibits your mind
I might take a bite
Of the forbidden fruit .
I am dancing with the Devil ,
Around and around we go
As soon as Break is over , I walk to class and this is the Life Science , the class I share with Lucky . I'm excited and nervous at the same time ...
" Hey Promise , you look great today " Lucky says biting his bottom lip, wait , wait , wait , is my brain playing tricks with me ? Did Lucky just say that ? I am over the moon, damn I love this boy . " Look ... " He pulls me further away from the other learners " I'm sorry about what I said yesterday , I had no right to humiliate you like that , and I had no right to drag Thandile into this "
" Then why did you say all those things Lucky " I interrupt him without thinking .
" Okay firstly , that skirt is really distracting . Secondly, I said those things because I was angry , I was angry because after we had sex I found no trace of blood so I thought you lied to me about being a virgin " Is this some sick joke, is he really serious right now ? I have never had sex in my entire life except with him , he is my first and to him to seems like nothing at all . I Love him , why can't he see that . I want to say something that will kill his damned ego
" Perks of having a small dick " I laugh and walk away , I grab my ass and squeeze it just to tease him . Students start entering the class and I join them . I take my seat at my usual spot and my teacher starts speaking . After the first period , She gives us a two minutes break and walks outside .
Lucky comes to me again and says " Promise , let me make it up to you please . I was wrong for what I said yesterday and I know you only mentioned the size of my penis because you are still angry at me , I know you were a virgin before me , I just , I don't know, I was being an idiot about the whole situation "
Our teacher returns and orders silence , Mrs Shai , that was her name . She was such an excellent teacher and I enjoyed her class not only because Lucky was in that same class as me. The period goes by quicker than I expected and we are dismissed out of class ...
After School approaches and I walk straight home , Lucky calls me as soon as I enter the house . Even though I love him, I truly am enjoying playing hard to get , I finally have the upper hand .
" Hey , Wassup Lucky ? "
" Promise , where are you ? "
" I'm at home , why ? "
" Well I just wanted to see you , but I guess I'll see you tomorrow " He says .
" Yeah tomorrow bye " I saw knowing I am dying to see him once again.
" Or right now because I'm outside your gate " , I quickly look outside and find him there just starring at the sky .
" Fine , I'm coming "
YOU ARE READING
Angel waiting to go home .
Mystery / ThrillerAfter my best friend is molested and later commits suicide in the hands of my crush , I seek closure in the worst way possible by tagging along many worthless souls through my rollercoaster through Hell which leads to many of my mental complications.
