Angel waiting to go home .

Deflowering

He said " She hung herself and committed suicide , we just buried her today , I thought it would be better to tell you before you hear this from anyone else " , He paused and cried like a Baby yearning for milk , " The worst part is that she was pregnant ". Everything felt like a dream , I cried till my eyes could no longer withstand the tears , I cried myself to sleep that day . I woke up and was discharged from Hospital and taken Home , it felt as if a dark cloud had covered the whole house , there was no laughter, no joy , no excitement  . 

I asked myself if Lucky ever got justice for what he did , In the mist of all the Drama I still loved him . Days passed by and the feeling of loss worsened because I never really got a chance to say my final Goodbye to Dile . More days passed by and they felt like years , my School called and requested I come back to School.  I went back to School the following day and it felt like torture without Dile , I sat alone at our usual spot during break and walked alone After School. This continued for three days until Lucky returned to School , all the girls were happy to see him of course.  He came to me during break and paid his condolences for my loss and asked if he could walk me Home After School , I was still weak to my knees when it came to him so I agreed . Stupid me .

After School approached and he walked me Home, he told me that Dile committed suicide because her marks were too low and her father used to abuse her , Such lies my subconscious screamed , I replied and said " I know you raped her ! " . He paused and looked straight into my eyes with anger ... 

He giggled , moved his hands slowly from my waist to my neck , pushed me against the wall and locked me to his grip , he then squeezed my neck till his hands could bare no more , I tried fighting back but no luck , I begged him to stop but he had no life in his eyes and no mercy upon my dying soul ... He finally stopped and whispered in My ear " You don't know what you're talking about , I Love you so very much Promise " , He said as he sniffed the lingering scent of my perfume and then walked away . I was left there breathless and traumatised  , my legs were unable to move , my heart raced faster than my body could handle and as I was about to leave , A man passing with a big white Nissan waved and greeted me , I was too traumatised to even say a word and so he passed . I arrived home and shut myself in My bedroom and cried for hours till my eyes created a pillow below to capture all the tears ...

My mother paused me again and asked , " Where was I when this happened ? " and I replied , " You were on the phone talking to your relatives , I didn't want to intrude " ... 

I received a call from Lucky  and I decided not to answer , he therefore sent a text which said , " I Love you Promise , please answer your phone , I want to see you tonight baby " , the disgust on my face was indescribable. He called again and I decided to answer , He said , " I'm coming to see you tonight and if not I'll come to your house and introduce myself as your boyfriend . Don't make this hard , I just want to see you , I won't do anything " , I was so terrified and I therefore agreed to see him , I told him I'd sneak out when my parents were asleep. In the mist of all the nonsense I still loved Lucky . Stupid me .