(Part 2 to Why?)
Hermione's P.O.V.
Because people will judge me. Because I'm head girl. Because I love Ron. Because I don't care.
Lies
These are all excuses I try to make for why I hurt you. Excuses to myself for enjoying your company and feeling proud, when I'm the reason you laughed. But now that's all gone.
I never see you anymore. You don't eat it's obvious. You don't sleep, I see the bags under your eyes. I see that you've cried, because your eyes are red. And it's my fault. It's all my fault. People tell me how disgusted they are that there's a lesbo in our school and all I can do is nod.
"Ugh she's so disgusting." "Thank goodness you escaped her before she turned you gay, and affected you with her gayness." "See Ron's much better than a girl" "Yeah mate, and plus Mioné could never like a girl."
They were all lies, and all I could do was nod along and pretend that I was happy. Pretend that Ron's jokes made me laugh. Pretend that with out you I could smile and be happy.
But I still ask myself why ? 'Why do I lie to myself?' 'Why do I put up with this?' 'Why do I care?' 'Why didn't I kiss back?' And they all end the same.
Because I'm ashamed.
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One Shots - Harry Potter
FanfictionThis mostly consists of Drarry, but I'll throw in some other ships here and there, along with XReaders. I'd also like to mention that most of these ships are LGBTQ+ related so please be advised and if you don't like any of these ships then DON'T REA...
