Chapter 20

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Over the week things had gotten worse this mysterious person was making John send him a bunch of....pictures that he wasn't comfortable with sending. That night Alex came home and saw John? John coverd it up with lies and there was just a huge mess that he knew he couldn't fix upon that the new baby is a little late but should be here in days

Unknown: Hello Johnny
He knew what he had to do for Alex
For Phillip for Francis

John Laurens: Hey baby
When you got skin in the game, you stay in the game
But you don't get a win unless you play in the game
Oh, you get love for it, you get hate for it you get nothing if you wait for it wait for it wait for it wait-

Ding!

Unknown: I want you right now Johnny...
I want pictures

The tears began to fell and John be fan to strip and soon...
Click
Done

Alex came home a few hours later and received a text

Unknown: Say you're going out and if he asks just say "out" then go buy a perfume and sleep in a hotel

John was confused by the message he had a lot of questions like why the mean messages dissapears after he responds it was weird and scary at the same time and John was unsure on what to do but ghe had to listen and do what he said he got up and went right to Alex and said "I'm going out I'll be out N.Y gmnggg g gf"t for a few hours" he said emotion less. Alex gave a confused look, John wanted nothing more then to tell him why. But it was for Alex's safety and he couldn't risk it

"Where are you going?" Alex asked John looked at him with no revision and plain and simple just said "Out" with that John closed the door and walked out and went looking for hotels and perfume and spent at least two hours trying to find a store that sold actually good perfume though it took a while, he did and with that went to a hotel paying a fair amount of money and walking into a room

After taking a shower John got a text message from Angelica

Angelicaaaa: Where are you? Alex said you walked out
John Laurenz: out
Angelicaaaa: how dare you!!
John Laurenz: what in out so what
Angelicaaaa: dont play dumb!! I saw a message we all got one! You cheater
John Laurenz: what? What message!!
Angelica has sent you a pic

Angelicaaaa: Where are you? Alex said you walked outJohn Laurenz: outAngelicaaaa: how dare you!!John Laurenz: what in out so whatAngelicaaaa: dont play dumb!! I saw a message we all got one! You cheaterJohn Laurenz: what? What message!!Angelica ha...

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John felt his world crumble that was the plan the tears came hard and he sat on the bed vilontley shaking he tried to text Alex but was blocked by all his friends. He took it upon himself to type something to the unknown number

John Laurens: Are you happy now?

John didn't get a response but he did smile. Knowing his family- well not family anymore it didn't matter they were safe but there is one person he didn't try to text...

John Laurens: Peggy! Please listen I didn't chest on Alex its not what you think!!

Peggy: yeah right I dont think so, how could you do that to him and if your not lying WHAT WAS THAT DANG MESSAGE ABOUT

John Laurens: You might not believe me but its true

Peggy: go on...

John remembered what the number had said about telling other people he couldn't tell Peggy

John Laurens: I cant tell you...

Peggy: Ugh goodbye John
Peggy had blocked you
John began to choke on tears till he found something on the ground
A knife
John took it in his hand and began to cut his wrists

Alex POV
I can't believe it... I looked at my son he had to grow up with only parent. Like I did I felt tears come in my eyes which were wiped away quickly by Phillip I looked St my son closely, in his eyes I see John and I can't help but just cry

John POV
The world has no place for me I deserve to burn and go up in flames. People should smile at that
Dumb. Stupid. Disgusting. Hated. Ugly. Fat
No love
Maybe that's what he deserved
No
It is what he deserved
John went to a local Krogers and bought a huge knife and went into an alley way

He had only one thought before the slaughter
'I guess I won't get to see my new little daughter'

With that...he stabbed

Lafayette POV
I couldn't believe it
I didn't believe it
He cheated? That doesn't seem possible! But those lectures speak otherwise we all are heading to Alex's to cheer him up. I'm just in shock I just- I dont know anymore

Theodosia POV
I was at the grocery store when I saw a person on the floor in the alley way I dripped my bags and ran over their to five aid I called 911 and let out a sob as I saw it was my friend John your probably like
"how would John be your friend you barely know him"
Well me and John talked a lot over the phone and he always lusted to me and was a really good friend and to see him like this actually broke me beside him was a knife and their was blood all over his chest the blood made me sick to my stomach but I tried to help the wound as best I could. And before I knew I was in an ambulance

Hercules POV
Of course I was shocked at what happens win John and Alex but my main focus was why John would do that. There had to be a reason why right? I don't know but we all went over to Alex's house to comfort him. Poor guy, that's when Alex's phone rang he was about to just hang up thinking it was John but it wasn't, it was the hospital

Alex POV
I was about to hang up but I noticed it wasn't John and that it was a hospital I didn't know anybody at a hospital though I was confused I answered the call and heard a female voice say

"Hello is this Alexander Hamilton? Husband of John Hamilton?" Alex flinched at the mention of John but responded "yes ma'am" he said in a shaky breath the female voice became soft and filled with sympathy as they sadly responded with
"I'm sorry to tell you but John was brought with a severe injury and is currently critical condition"
I felt tears come to my eyes and I felt broken. Everything felt fine... When I was half of a pear and through no fault of mine there is no other have there... I ignored my thoughts so I could get a little information

"H-how did this happen m-may I ask?" My voice cracked.  Why did I care so much? He cheated on me! But I was brought a response pretty quickly and what she said I would have never been ready for:
"It says here a.... A suicide attempt..."
I could here the sympathy in her voice and I just felt tears rush down and I let out a sob and hung up the phone the squad quickly coming to my aid
I guess...
I still love him...
Peggy POV
We heard Alex's phone ring and we were all confused when it said hospital but we were even more confused when Alex bursted into tears. Once he hung up he tried to speak while we comforted him This guy has gone through some tragic stuff and now this? I felt bad for this guy... Maybe he needs a taco... ANYWAY
He managed to say
"They s-said that John attempted s-suicide and is d-dying"
I felt a pang of sadness come over me.  I remember scream-texting him about what he die. I got up and said "we have to see him!" They all looked at me except Alex until Laffayette spoke up "uh mon Ami?...maybe we shouldn't go"
I was shocked by Laf and I store at Laffayette I quickly grabbed my things "fine I'll go by myself" I said walking to the door but then I heard....
"Wait!"
I looked at Alex waiting for more words. He then responded to my actions by saying "I-I'll go to..." He said.  I smiled at him and lulled him outside with me and started up the car

"Were coming John"

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