A/N: This chapter contains homophobic slurs. I in know way agree with them they are only used for fiction purposes and only that if you don't like that I will write In bold when they start and end. Anyway, onto the chapter!
It had been a few months since Peggy agreed and they were preparing for another child. John had agreed to go to walmart and get some extra things. It wad a nice day so John decided to walk their instead and everything was smooth sailing until he was pulled into an alleyway with their hands over John's eyes
"You're a lucky one aren't you Laurens?" The voice said he could almost here the smile in the voice. "Wh-what do you mean?" Laurens said fear showing in his voice, he couldn't hide it, he was scared and he couldn't change that. "Aww so scared aren't you little Laurens?" John was quiet, he couldn't move, the person pinned him to a wall, away from everybody on the streets. "You have it all Don't you? Friends, a family and now your getting another child but there is something else you need to know" the voice hissed
John was confused and scared. Tears prickled in his eyes threatening to fall. "W-what?" John said not even are if he wanted to know the next thing to come out of the man's mouth.
Warning: Homophobic slurs start now
"You deserve none of it fag" the mans voice was deep and intimidating making John just want to run home. "Your just a queer little brat" the voice continued. The tears streamed down John face. The mysterious person pushed John into the busy streets
Homophobic slurs are done (phew)
The words stuck in John's brain, and he couldn't shake it away. He went home not even stopping at Walmart was that man right? That was the only thing he thought of until he reached the door of his home. He took a breath and opened the door. He was immediately greeted with his husband who was holding Phillip smiling until he saw John. The smile faded very quickly. John went into his room before Alex could say anything. He just began to sob that man was right, he just got lucky. It was an arranged marriage. He wasn't truly loved.
His thoughts were interrupted by Alex knocking on the door, He wiped his tears quickly as Alex came in. "Is something wrong John?" Alex's voice was soft and comforting though he wanted to (he couldn't talk you he couldn't find the words to sayyyy ok, i'll stop) there were no words that could fit how he felt. "No I'm fine Alex" John said quietly not even looking at him. "John, look at me, please tell me what's wrong" John sighed, He knew Alex would find out sooner or later, so why not now? "You know why don't have anything from Walmart?" Alex wad surprised by John's choice of words. "No?" Alex said more like a question instead of a solid answer like he usually did. "I was pulled an alleyway were a man said a few mean words to me but that's it" Alex immediately pulled John into a hug which made John think even more. 'He is so sweet what good deed did I do to have this'
The man was right
He was just a mistake of a human being
He didnt deserve Alex
He wasn't enough
Never enough
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Arranged (A Lams FanFic)
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