The Playboy's Queen (Completed) [R-18]

Epilogue

Beyond that looks comes something I am not sure of. Something I wanted anwers. Something that makes me realize that she was once a part of his life. But never did I disregard the fact that I am the present. Women can fix concrete battle of love and passion with good talks, men doesn't. It isn't a generalized thought but it somehow is applicable.

Disregarding the thought of having this unsettled feeling makes me count forward to making something new.

Forgiveness

Acceptance

Nagpaalam muna ako kay Xander upang pumunta sa comfort room. He insisted on going with me but I declined him. Nakita ko kaseng pumasok sa comfort room si Melanie.

Bagama't hindi ko alam kung papaano ako makikipag-usap sa kanya ay naglakad parin ako papunta sa may ladies comfort room.

And true to what I've expected, she was waiting for me. Nakatingin lamang siya sa harap ng malaking salamin. Nang makapasok ako ay tuluyan siyang nagsalita.

" This won't take long." Panimula niya. Huminga siya ng malalim bago niya ako tinignan mula sa salamin.

" I'm here to say sorry. Alam kong sobra sobra na ang ginawa kong paninira ng relasyong meron kayo ni Xander. That man hates me to the bones. He won't forgive me. Kahit anong gawin ko. I am not here to ask for your pity but I am here to fix whatever I did wrong. I am not pregnant. Inaamin ko naman, I tried to seduce Xander when he got home from Italy. Ginawa ko ang lahat para may mangyari sa amin ngunit sadyang sobrang lalim na ng pagmamahal niya sa 'yo at pati haplos at amoy mo ay kabisado niya" Melanie stated. She seems so serious while talking to me. I stood silent while listening to her.

" And now, I accept defeat. The moment I knew you're pregnant I still fought for him. Ipinaglaban ko parin siya. But a friend told me, I cannot succumb with the thought that I am going to destrot a family of an unborn child. Your child deserves a family. He/she deserves to live in a home where both his/her parents live. Kahit naman ipaglaban ko pa si Xander hinding hindi niya ako mamahalin. I will just destroy him. Sa 'yo siya masaya. He is happy with you. And I know that the family you both are going to start is a family that will last. I am not telling you this because I am plotting something behind this sudden change of emotion but it's time I give up and accept defeat. Kahit hindi ko na makakausap si Xander, It's okay. He won't talk to me anymore. He fears that you would know it and use it against him. Ganyan ka niya kamahal Jerry." I was just looking at her. Hinayaan ko lamang siyang magsalita. I can feel how much she wants to fix what has been destroyed with everything that she could.

" He was so madly inlove with me before, that's what I've thought. He loved me and I am sure of that. Akala ko nga wala ng masmamahalin pa si Xander bukod sa akin. Na ako lang ang bukod tanging mamahalin niya, but I was wrong all along. Because you came into the picture and proved me wrong. His love for me was never deep enough for him to stay rooted on the love we have for each other. His love for you is not even something I can describe. Deep is not enough for me to describe his love for you Jerry. His love is eternal. He is even willing to use madness when it comes to you. Handa siyang pumatay para sa 'yo, Jerry. He threatened me with my own life." Nagsimula ng lumandas ang mga luha mula sa kanyang mga mata.

" I am sorry for everything that I have done. Gusto ko lang iklaro sa 'yo na walang nangyari sa amin ni Xander noong umuwi siya sa Pilipinas. Intimacy had never happened between us the moment you came into his life. He remained faithful to you up until now and I bet it would be forever. Sana mapatawad mo ako. Alam kong hindi sapat ang lahat ng mga salita ko upang mapatawad mo ako ngunit humihingi parin ako ng kapatawaran mula sa 'yo" Her eyes showed seriousness and truthfulness in her eyes.