The Playboy's Queen (Completed) [R-18]

16 : Comfort

Comfort

Is it still normal that I tend to be so much comfortable sleeping with a man whom I call my husband just for a month? Kailan ba ako naging komportableng makatabi ang isang lalaki?

The sound of his slow breathing, the rise and fall of his chest and the silence of the night. Here, I am still awake, thinking of all the possible things that I might do and have done. Honestly, I cannot predict the future. But one thing's for sure, I hated to say this but I am slowly falling inlove with my husband. His arms wrapped around me makes me feel comfortable. I wanted his hugs. I needed his warmth below the blankets. His touch.

Stop it Jerry. This man is not yours. I thought to myself. It's so funny to think that I have a husband who is not my husband. May ganon pa nga talaga hanggang ngayon.

And what's more funny was the fact that I wanted it. I actually enjoyed playing the part of being his wife. It make me overwhelmed every single time. He clearly knows how to take good care of a wife. Alam niyang may asawa siyang naghihintay sa kanya na umuwi. Alam niyang may asawa siyang kailangang yakapin tuwing gabi. Alam niyang may asawa siyang kasabay kumain ng umagahan at hapunan. He knows too well how to be the perfect husband. He plays it well.

But he also needs a perfect wife. At hindi ako iyon.

Melanie. She is physically a good definition of a perfect wife. Yung tipong puwede niyang maipagmalaki. Hindi lang kase siya maganda, alam ko na may higit pa siyang kakayahan para masabi ko kung bakit ka siya nagustuhan ni Xander. Alam din niyang magluto. She cooks well based on the dish she cooked awhile ago. Isa lang siguro iyon sa mga dahilan kung bakit nahulog si Xander sa kanya.

Naputol ang aking iniisip ng marinig kong nagsalita si Xander.

" Wife" He muttered while asleep. Nakakunot noo akong napatingin sa kanya at nakitang tulog parin siya.

" Ohh wife you're so tight" He moaned this time. I can also feel his boner rising, poking my left side hip.

Damn this man is having sex in his dreams.

With- me

Pilit kong winala yung nasa isip ko. Malilintikan na talaga 'tong lalaking 'to sa akin bukas. Pati ba naman sa panaginip.

Hindi ko alam kung gigisingin ko ba siya o hindi. I just let him and drifted of to sleep. Puro kamanyakan naman ata kase ang nasa isip ng Montero na 'to. I just thought to myself.

Umaga na ng magising ako. It's already five oclock in the morning.

Time to wake up, I thought to myself. I did my morning chores. Wifely duties. Saglit akong napatitig sa calendaryo. It has been five days since our official start. Five days na pala akong Mrs. Montero. And I can say that our marriage really worked out well. Five days palang ang nakakalipas, umuwi na agad si Melanie. What a good work. Ganon nga siguro kapag sobrang mahal mo yung tao tapos malalaman mo na lang na kasal na pala siya sa iba. But who am I kidding, talaga naman kaseng may babalikan pa siya. We are married but we both know that the marriage is just good for a month. May tali ang pagiging Mrs. Montero ko. And it scares me to think that I couldn't actually  go back to my normal life after this.

I also talked to Shey last night. And I'm glad they're doing fine in Italy. Pareho din kaseng maasikaso sina Shey at Kelly pagdating sa mga events katulad ng event na gaganapin na sa susunod na buwan. Next month siguro, I would be in Italy for sure, back to my usual work.

Habang nagluluto ako, naramdaman ko ang pagyakap sa akin ni Xander mula sa likuran. His scent lingers to me like my own choice of perfume. Sa halos araw araw, gabi gabi naming magkasama, pati yung pang amoy ko nasasanay na rin sa amoy niya. Yung init ng kanyang katawan na ramdam na ramdam ko. If only I could express how beautiful it was to me to feel such way. To feel loved, cherished, and kept by a husband. By him. Ngunit saglit ng naalala ko yung nangyari kagabi.