Make Me Your Sin - Lashton #Wattys2019

Epilogue

I love you all ♡

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There is nothing that will ever be able to describe how Ashton was feeling right now. Sure, he was feeling dead and hadn't slept in the past few days, rather crying constantly because his mind was on Luke.

What made the situation worse was that Luke never got to hear Ashton tell him that he loves him. It broke the boy apart.

He wanted to go back and get revenge on everyone in that town that killed him. He wanted to get revenge on Liz because that monster killed him.

What? Do Christians just think that it is okay to just kill a human being that was in love? Was that really the way to go with everything? No! How would they like it if their loved one was killed in front of their eyes? They would feel like everything was taken away from them, wouldn't they? So why do they do it?

They didn't know how broken it made a person to go through this horror and torture.  They had no idea that every time Ashton closed his eyes, all he could see was Luke dead body.

They didn't know how Ashton would now suffer every time he listened to All Time Low, it would remind him of Luke or how every time he looked at an alcohol bottle, the day Luke kissed him for the first time, would pop into his memory and replay itself or when he saw fairylights or the moon. It just brought back everything.

Ashton winced as he sat down on the hotel couch, his entire body still aching from what happened a few days prior. He turned on the TV, looking to see if anything interesting was on. He skipped through sports and animal planet, finding himself stopping at the comedy section. He wanted to laugh and, maybe, this might help.

He watched as the Title 'Garry's Garage' made its way across the screen and the opening scene played out.

It started at a garage where around 5 cars were around, bonnets opened and one car being worked on by some ginger haired man. It was quiet until two men appeared. One man had huge glasses on and the other somehowlooked like Freddie Mercury.

"Larry, just don't even look at me. If Harry is more important to you, go to him." Nerd boy asked Freddie who is now known as Larry.

Larry rolled his eyes, "Barry, stop being so dramatic. He is just a friend"

"A friend that like's dick up his ass and especially yours." 'Barry' snapped back storming to the other man's side that was working on the car.

"Garry! Tell Larry to just go and shag Harry and to never talk to me again."

"What you watching?" A voice interrupted his thoughts as he watched the programme that couldn't even help him cracking a smile.

Seeing Michael made him feel better though, not happy but... better.

"Just some stupid show, Garry's Garbage or something." Ashton responded, unamused but it where as Michael basically jumped in joy. "Yes! I love this show. It's hilarious."

"Sure it is." Ashton murmured. Michael hit his arm. "stop being so fucking... you know what. Stop moping around forever and show Luke that you are strong. He would want you to do that. He would want you to stop mourning and find someone you love and marry them." Michael said, tears slipping down his cheeks as he brought Ashton into a hug. "He is watching you with your other angels, keeping you safe. And he loves you. He wouldn't ever just leave you. You just have to keep the positives in mind because that's all you can do... okay?"

Ashton nodded his head, smiling half heartedly, sobbing and choking. "It's so hard to even think of him, Mikey. It hurts so bad and I just don't even think I can take another breath without him here. He changed so much in my life and now, it was all taken away from us. God took him away from us."