Difficult Journey (A Big Girl Love Story)

Chapter 12

Me and Luke finished playing ski ball and eventually Luke walked me home. I kissed him goodbye and thanked him for the day as he turned away. I opened the house door and made my way to the livingroom. Everyone was sitting in the livingroom preocupied. Nathan looked up from his IPod. "May your home!" Nathan screamed excitedly. Olivia and Paul looked up from their laptops. I smiled at them and did a short wave. 

"Hey guys. I think im just gonna go up to my room but i wanted to let you know that I was home." I said queitly and turned on my heal to walk up the steps. I got to my room. I laid on my bed and noticed i was still wearing Lukes clothes and I forgot mine over at his house. It'll be alright. I thought to myself. I sniffed in and noticed his clothes smell super good. I bring the shirt to my nose and smell. Mmm i cant believe I have a boyfriend. I smiled at what i said in my head and paused when i heard a knock at the door. I leaned over on my bed to reach the door handle. I opened the door and reveal an Olivia standing my the doorway. "Hey." I say queitly.

"May I come in?" Olivia asked and I nodded. She stepped in my room and sat on the foot of my bed. She sighed as she rubbed her hands on her legs. "Look I know its hard for you right now; your boyfriend and guy friend getting in a fight but Nathan has always been there for you from what i understand so maybe you should talk to him about this. I think Nathan just really cares for you and he was trying to protect you. I know you care for Luke a lot right now but I dont think you should lose a good friend over this. Im not telling you what to do im just saying what my opinion  is on this subject. May just, just think it over." And with that she got up kissed me on the forehead and left the room. I sighed knowing she was completely right. Nathan was too good of a friend to lose over a boy. Ironically its usually two girls fighting over a boy but not this time. That sounds bad. Nathan is totally striaght. Oh boy. 

I sat in my bed pondering what im actually going to do about Nathan and Luke. I guess I'm going to talk to Nathan about it. I'm not quite sure what we are going to say. I'm more curious to what he is going to say. lately its been like Nathan has had a crush on me but is that really it or is he just sad because he is losing my attention. Nathan always did like my attention. I was confused. I sat in my bed frustrated so I finally gave in. I walked downstairs and into the living room. "Nathan do you want to take a walk?" I asked not knowing how else to get some nice quiet time with him and talk to him about EVERYTHING. Life is so confusing.

a/n

I know its really really short but I just started school again so im working on it. I Just edited the first four chapters again and im working on the next four also. Please Please Please tell me what you think in the comment section or pm me or something idc i just like feed back good or bad not rude.

Love ya

Jas