bad girls don't cry {brendon urie x reader}

{vegas lights}

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"mind if i join?"

  y/n turned around and saw brendon standing by the sliding glass door. she nodded for him to join her

  "why'd you stroll out here? did it get too boring in there?"

"i knew that talking about your childhood struck a nerve. i've seen it in myself so many times which is why i recognized it so easily." brendon explained.

"bringing up the past makes me wanna throw up. i'm usually and open book but my past is a different story. i don't like talking about my feelings and i try to put on a smile if i'm feeling a little blue."

  "well, you should win an oscar."

  the duo giggled but quickly went back to silence. they both stared up at the sky, thinking of the right words to say next.

"you know, y/n, you can talk to me whenever, even though we just met today." he muttered.

y/n smiled and placed her hand on his shoulder. "right back at you. having a venting buddy never goes wrong."

"wanna go to the roof?" brendon asked.

  she nodded and followed him to the side of the house where a ladder was waiting. they climbed up and plopped down on the roof. the brightness of the vegas skyline took their breaths away. the lights from the strip were blinding and the neighborhoods around it were very dim.

"wow! the vegas lights are gorgeous from up here."

  "yeah, you can really see the whole city from here." he replied in awe.

after a few moments of silence brendon spoke up again, "why did ryan call you moon?"

"huh?"

"when everyone was introducing themselves, he called you moon. is it a nickname or something?"

"yeah it is. ryan gave it to me when we were kids. i was so fascinated by the moon and the stars that i would sit at my bedroom window and just stare at the sky. he would walk in my room and see drawings of the moon all over my desk. so, he started calling me moon and the nickname kinda stuck." brendon nodded.

"you're so mysteriously unique and i wanna know everything about you." he whispered as he placed his hand on mine.

"oh yeah? well what do you wanna know?"

"do you ever feel like you're alone and the only thing keeping you company is your brain? cause i do sometimes."

"well that's straight forward." she giggled, "yeah i do. i know i'm not alone because i have ryan but man, when i'm laying in bed at night, the thoughts keep me up."

"do you have any mental disorders? i have ADHD and anxiety." he confided.

"i have anxiety, bipolar depression, and ADHD as well." y/n pulled her legs to her chest, slightly rocking back and forth.

"really? i never would have guessed you suffer from that. you sure hide it pretty well."

"like you said, i should win an oscar." 

  y/n and brendon continued to talk and learn about each other. they opened up and confided in one another. they were both so open with how they felt it would seem as if they knew each other for years.

  brendon had a lot of siblings but never could sit down with them and talk. there was always so much going on in his small house that he never had time to chat with them. he was close with his family but felt as though they knew nothing about him.

  y/n always talked to ryan since he was the only person she had that showed they cared. she talked to ryan about everything except her feelings. she didn't want to bug her brother with her emotions so kept it all inside.

  brendon and y/n were the same and finally found a person to talk to.

  they continued to talk on the roof until they heard their names being called. they climbed down the ladder to greet their friends who had suspicious looks.

"hey fuckers! brendon and i were lookin' at the city. it's gorgeous from up there."

"well ryan wanted us to get you guys. he says he has an announcement or something like that." pete said as he led them inside.

they strolled in and saw everyone laughing at mikey because she managed to spill beer all over himself.

"aw, what happened mikes? you forget how to drink a beer?" y/n teased.

"shut up. it was patrick and joe's fault. they spilled the keg on me when i was tryna chug it." he huffed while taking a seat next to her on the couch.

he placed his arm behind y/n's head as she laid back. they turned their attention to ryan who was struggling to stand on the pool table.

"i have a big ass announcement that is gonna blow your minds." ryan yelled.

"did you finally get fucked?" jon hollered back and everyone laughed.

ryan's face heated up. "no, this announcement is gonna blow your minds!"

"get on with the fucking story then. we don't have all day, bub."

"fine, fine. well, the announcement is..."

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thats it for this chapter guys! sorry to leave you guys on a lil cliff hanger but the next chapter is gonna be a lil more interesting. ttfn!