bad girls don't cry {brendon urie x reader}

{she seems nice though}

"hello old friend." i look into the bag full of heroin, weed, and cocaine with a smirk plastered on my face.

i shut the closet door and dive into the drug filled bag. i take out the syringe and shoot the heroin into my veins. i contemplate taking more, but shake off the thought. i zip up the bag and walk out of the closet. i shut the door and turn around to be met with brendon, jon, and spencer.

"what were you doing y/n?" brendon asks.

"nothing why?" i lie.

"was keltie telling the truth?" jon asks.

"oh lord, not again. i've been accused of doing enough today and i don't need my best friends accusing me of lying too." i roll my eyes and lean against the wall.

"we're just trying to get the facts straight. we need to know what happened baby." brendon says.

"i'll let you in on what happened in the morning. i'm tired of putting up with fucking idiots today." i walk over to my bed and plop down. i don't bother pulling the sheets over me. i turn my head and immediately fall asleep.

i wake up, freezing cold. i pull the comforter over me and roll onto my stomach. i begin think about what happened yesterday; i met keltie, she turned psycho, she accused me of being a liar, she lied, ryan and the guys think i'm the liar. all in all, keltie is a lying, satanic bitch.

i roll too far over and fall out of bed.

"yep. great way to start my morning y/n." i whisper to myself.

i stand up and wrap a fuzzy blanket around me that i found on the ground. i walk downstairs to see the guys eating breakfast. they notice my presence and all look at me. they stare as if i'm going to either flip out or break down crying any second.

i walk to the kitchen to grab an energy bar and orange juice.

"good morning." i mumble.

"are you alright y/n?" spencer asks, walking over to me.

he puts his hand on my shoulder, "yep. i'm just tired i guess." i shrug his hand off and walk back upstairs.

i quickly eat my bar and drink my orange juice. i hear a knock on my door and yell for them to come in. the panic boys, minus ryan, walk in my room.

"hey baby." brendon says and kisses my cheek.

"hey guys. sorry about me being weird last night. i was so fucking angry." i apologize.

  "what the hell happened yesterday y/n?" jon asks.

  "after you guys left, i asked keltie if she wanted anything to drink. she started being rude but i tried to ignore it as best as i could. she called me 'ryan's puny sister' and that's when i lost it. she said that that she hates me because everything i have is handed to me and i didn't work for it and don't deserve it. i told her that i work extremely hard for what i have and continue to do so. i sort of threatened her and she looked like she was gonna cry. then you guys walked in and you know the story from there." i fumed.

"my god." brendon sighs.

  "i don't understand why ryan is attracted to the daughters of the devil." i mumble.

  "she seems nice though." jon says.

  i glare at him, "whatever. just wait till she goes crazy on one of us. she won't be so nice after."

  "maybe you shouldn't of snapped at her." brendon says.

  "oh my god. i cannot deal with you guys right now."

  "sorry, but she doesn't seem as bad as you say y/n." spencer says.

  "well if you guys think that she is too 'precious' then you guys can leave my room now." i snarl.

  "y/n were-" brendon starts.

  i cut him off, "no! you guys think she's cool or whatever. i get that. from my perspective, she's a judgmental piece of shit."

  "y/n we just don't want you to hurt her if anything like this happens again. you know ryan will flip his shit." brendon pleads.

  "you guys should know what i'm capable of. if she pisses me off again i will not hesitate to knock this girl on her ass." i threaten.

  before the boys can say anything else, ryan opens the door. "can i talk to y/n alone please?"

  brendon kisses me on the cheek and follows the boys out the door. ryan sits down next to me.

  "hey"

  "what do you want?" i ask, annoyed already.

  "what happened yesterday?"

  i explain to him what happens and he nods along, "so she started it?"

  "yep. she lied to you ryan. you took her side and so did the boys. i get it. you really like her. i don't want to cause an issue with you two. i'll move out if she stays here again. i do not want to be around her or hear anyone talk about her." i say.

  "i don't understand why this is a big deal." ryan shrugs.

  "excuse me? this is a big deal because she accused me of not working hard and having everything handed to me. she said that i don't deserve anything i have and that includes you and brendon. i hate being accused of something that i know is false ryan. you especially should know that." i argue.

  "i'm sorry y/n, but if you know that it isn't true then why is it such a big deal?" he asks.

  "SHE'S MAKING ACCUSATIONS ABOUT ME THAT ARE NOT TRUE!" i yell.

  "TOO DAMN BAD! LET IT GO Y/N!" he fires back.

  "i can't believe you ryan. you're taking the damn girl's side over your own sisters again."

  "i'm not going to loose another girl because of you y/n."

  "dude, brittney cheated on you. this girl is fucking psycho."

  he shoves me, "don't say that about keltie."

  "fuck you ryan." i storm out of my room and grab my car keys on the way out.

  "where are you going baby?" brendon asks.

  "away. i'll see you later." i mumble and stomp out the front door.

  i get in my car and drive to the same place i always go to at times like this. it's my home away from home.

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