bad girls don't cry {brendon urie x reader}

{i cant believe you}

brendon's pov

the guys and i left the house thirty minutes ago and since then, no one has said a word to each other. the silence is killing me.

"uh, how much longer do you think we got jon?" i ask jon, who is in the drivers seat.

"an hour." he mumbles.

five more minutes go by and i have had enough with this silence.

"what is up with you guys?" i ask.

"what do you mean?" ryan asks innocently.

"you know what i mean dumbass. you and jon are all pissed off at spence and i because we took y/n's side." i retort.

"so what if we don't believe your girlfriend? you're crazy for believing y/n." jon snaps.

"okay, you're not gonna believe my girlfriend who is ryan's sister and you have known her since high school. you guys are gonna believe the dimwit blonde who told y/n she didn't deserve anything she had? you guys sound like the crazy ones." i argue. spencer nudges me to stop arguing but i ignore him.

"y/n is the one who started the fight." ryan mutters

"and how are you so sure? you weren't even there."

"i know my sister. she's always going and looking for a fight."

"dude, how long has it been since she used her 'badass' attitude towards anyone and anything?" i pause and the guys shrug, "exactly! she has changed guys! she isn't the y/n that we met in high school or the y/n that went to juvie countless times. she is really cleaning her act up a lot. i think that's why she was so angry when keltie said that she didn't deserve anything she had." i explain.

spencer chimes in, "yeah and plus, we all see how hard she works. we all see the brave face she wears constantly. she's definitely a fighter but not so much the physical kind anymore. ryan, she was really upset when you didn't believe her. you're her brother for god's sake."

"i know, i know. i'll apologize to her when we get back alright? can we just focus on making music for the next month?" ryan asks.

we all nod and ryan turns on the stereo. hopefully this trip goes well for us.

your pov

somehow, this month flew by very, very fast. pete and i had a lot of fun hanging out and getting into all kinds of trouble. patrick and i binged watched all of the Star Wars movies countless times. every night we ended up sprawled across the couches watching a movie. we would always wake up the next morning with neck and back cramps because of the uncomfortable positions we slept in.

  besides prancing patrick and getting into trouble, pete and i worked on songs for each other's band. we made a total of five songs each. i helped him write a song entitled 'Dance, Dance'. it's super catchy. i also helped him with making one song that quotes Dirty Dancing.

  to say i had fun with the guys is an understatement. i felt like a little kid again just hanging out and doing dumb shit with them. i didn't feel any stress being with them, unlike living with the panic boys. over there, it's constant hell.

  i said goodbye to the two man-children and headed home. brendon already said that he would be home before i got there. i really miss his stupidly adorable face.

brendon's pov

  i sit in the passenger seat anxiously tapping my foot and staring out the window. ryan takes notice of my antsy jitters and taps my shoulder, "dude are you alright?"

  "yeah i'm good." i lie.

  "are you anxious to see y/n or something?"

i shrug, "yeah i guess."

the real reason why i'm nervous is because i cheated on y/n when we were away. they guys and i went into town and hung out a bar for awhile. a girl came up to me and we started talking. next thing i know, i'm waking up next to some girl and i'm not at the cabin.

i told spencer about what happened and he is pretty angry with me. he lectured me about how i need to tell y/n about what happened even if she might break up with me.

  i know he is right but i'm too much of a pussy to own up to what i did. i can't break her heart AGAIN.

your pov

  i arrive home to see that no one is here yet. i quickly run inside and unpack some of my clothes. i start to change my outfit when i hear the boys file into the house laughing. i open my door and watch them from the top of the stairs. i hear them whispering and i catch a few short sentences.

  "she'll never know...you gotta tell her...it'll break her heart...i can't believe you..."

  i shrug off what they are saying and walk downstairs greeting the boys with a warm smile. spencer gives me a sad smile, ryan and jon give me giddy expressions, and brendon looks anxious and lost.

  "hey babe. i missed you." i give brendon a hug but he doesn't budge. i try to give him a kiss but he flinches away.

  "yeah okay." he lightly shoved me away.

  i turn to the three remaining boys and greet them with hugs and questions about their trip.

"the trip was a blast but i seriously doubt that we will put out these songs." ryan's sighs.

"yeah, besides our failure in creating a good album, we hung out a lot and really reconnected. shoot, we even went out to a few bars." jon chimes.

"yeah the bars were great. brendon disappeared one night and we didn't see him until the next day." a moment after spencer utters his last sentence, the realization kicks in by the look on his face.

  "what?"

  "uh-um- nothing. we just had fun." spencer stumbles over his words.

  "what did brendon do spencer?" i ask, a mix of anger and sadness obvious in my expression.

  "you'll go have to talk to him sweetheart."

  i storm upstairs, angry and upset. spencer implied that brendon cheated; if it's true, i don't know what i'm gonna do.

  i slam brendon's bedroom door open to see him jump at the loud and abrupt sound. i quickly slam the door shut and stare at him.

  "brendon, what happened on your trip." i snapped.

  "nothing we just wrote music that's all."

  "you fucking liar. something happened at a bar that made the guys not take you back to the cabin. they didn't see you until the next day." i accused.

  "you wanna know what the hell happened?" he angrily asked.

  "yes!" i demand.

  "i cheated on you." he seethes.

  "you bastard. i can't believe you."

  "oh and one more thing..."

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okay guys! this is the end of book one. i have many things planned for book two and i hope you guys will enjoy. thank you for reading this book! ciao for now my vros!