bad girls don't cry {brendon urie x reader}

{mötley crüe 2.0}

  "guys hurry up! the bus is leaving!" i hollered at alex and nick.

  the two boys sprinted onto the bus, out of breath.

  tour officially started that night. everyone was so stoked. my band mates and i got along really well. they were all fun and wild like i was back then. 

  in the little time between our introduction and departure for tour, the boys and i got into heaps of trouble;

  ryder ran around town naked screaming, "i love america" at the top of his lungs. he's british by the way.

  the boys made me dive into a freezing cold lake naked.

  i dared nick to 'accidentally' dye ryan's hair pink. his hair was fine after he forced me to "fix it" for him.

  alex was the only chill one. he messed around with us sometimes but for the most part, he just watched us do crazy shit. the panic boys called us "mötley crüe 2.0" because of how rambunctious we were.

i was sitting on my bus, playing video games with nick while ryder bugged alex about comic books. i would've been on panic's bus, but brendon and i got into a little argument thag morning that went something like this...

"i hope you know that you're acting very childish, y/n!"

"childish? i'm nineteen years old, brendon. you and your friends are all twenty and twenty one. so what if i'm acting childish with the boys? i'' still a teenager and it shouldn't matter to you!" i retorted.

"if you keep acting this fucking crazy with them, your gonna go to jail!"

"so what? it wouldn't be my first time there, bud."

"whatever. if you get arrested, don't say i didn't warn you." he walked out of the bus and slammed the door.

and there i was wallowing away in my sorrows while i tried to play mario kart. haha just kidding, i was beating nick's ass in mario kart.

"take that, loser" i taunted.

just then, ryder walked in with a plate behind his back, "come here, children. i have toys!"

he set down the plate in front of him to reveal four lines of cocaine and two straws. nick and alex immediately started to snort it.

i looked at ryder with wide eyes, "guys, are you sure about this? we have a show in eight hours."

"you'll be fine. snort some and you won't be worrying anymore." ryder pushed.

after all the boys and i did in so little time, i didn't want them to think i was a chicken. so, i gave in and grabbed the straw from alex's hand. i snorted one line and the boys high-fived me.

two hours and multiple lines snorted later, we decided to take a pit stop in nevada. we stepped out of the bus and it was obvious we were all high. we started bouncing around and giggling like maniacs.

brendon and ryan walked up to me with questioning looks. i noticed them looking at my eyes and nose. i quickly wiped my nose and look at my sleeve to see a little bit of white powder. i tried to walk away from the boys but ryan grabbed my arm.

"what the fuck, y/n?" ryan questioned.

i shrugged my shoulders as brendon spoke up, "are you getting high on your bus?"

i slightly nodded and he continued, "without us?"

my face lit up and i ran inside my bus. i grabbed a bag laying on the table and ran back out. i motioned for brendon and ryan and they followed me onto their bus. i rolled up two bills and handed them each to brendon and ryan. i made four lines and they each snort one. i grabbed the money straw from ryan and snorted the remaining two. i sniffled and wipe my nose. the boys look at me with wide eyes and i shrugged off their stares.

ryan got up and walked to the back of the bus and i looked over at brendon. he stared at me with sad eyes and started to get up

"wait." i pulled him back down.

"what do you want?" he snapped.

"i want to say that i'm sorry. i know you're just worried and i'm sorry for overreacting. i just don't want you to have to be constantly worrying about me. that's my mom's job." he chuckled and stared at the floor.

"it's okay. i just don't want you to get into trouble. you can't be living your old life anymore. you're famous now and people are gonna be looking up to you! be a role model. just don't be open about drugs." he advised.

i hugged him and he kissed my cheek. "i love you, bren."

"i love you too, baby."

the boys and i played video games until we arrived at the venue in utah. we were performing at the Vivint Smart Home Arena. surprisingly it was a sold out venue.

i was beyond excited to preform.

  i walked off the bus and ran inside the venue. i searched for a dressing room and found one with my name on it. i stepped inside and it was a decent size. i set my backpack down and laid across the couch.

  ryder, alex, and nick all walked in with their backpacks and threw them down as well.

  "do you guys wanna do soundcheck first or should we let the panic boys go?" alex asked.

  "we can let them go since they preform first." i said as i laid back down.

time skip to after
panics set

  i greeted the panic boys as they filed off stage drenched in sweat. i handed brendon a water and he pulled me into a sweaty hug.

  "eww get off me! your all wet and smelly!" i exclaimed.

  he laughed and pulled away, "i'll be watching you preform from right here, baby! go show those people a good time!" i kissed him and he took a few steps back.

  the boys walked onstage and people cheered, i followed them and the cheering got louder. i waved to the crowd and stepped up to the mic.

  "HOW IS EVERYBODY FEELING TONIGHT?" i pointed my mic into the crowd as people screamed and shouted.

  "it sounds like you guys are having a good time. i hope you guys enjoyed the panic boys, but now it's time for us to shine. on guitar we have mr alex posey! on bass we have mr nick riley, and keeping the beat for us is mr ryder johnson!" i heard cheers which made me giggle.

  "and the one who you guys sing along with is miss, y/n ross!" nick yelled and the whole arena cheered which definitely put a smile on my face.

  the first beats of "River" kicked in and the crowd went crazy. i smiled and started to sing into the mic.

  the set went very well. i jumped around stage like a maniac and sang every song surprisingly well. the boys played great and we were drenched in sweat. we bowed, said our goodbyes to the crowd, and walked off stage. i jumped on ryder's back and we laughed until we were off stage.

we were greeted by the panic boys and my manger. i high-fived everyone and went to hug brendon, but he glared at me and stormed away.

i looked at ryan and he shrugged his shoulders, "he's a moody little five year old."

i laughed and roll my eyes. dealing with brendon's mood swings was like dealing with a five year old who couldn't decide which toy they liked better.

"well, i gotta go take care of my child." i walked away and heard the boys laughing.

i hoped brendon wasn't trying to fight with me. i was not going to let him ruin my night.

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that's it for this chapter guys! this one was kinda long. it took me forever to write. i really hope you guys are enjoying this book. i have 200 reads on this book and that blows my mind. 200 people are actually interested in this. thank you guys so much. don't forget to comment what you like/dislike. bye vros!