"what are you doing?" pete asked.
i chuckled, "uh, what do you mean 'what am i doing'?" i mocked.
"oh lord. y/n, hunny, you're flirting with mikey."
"oh my god. i was not flirting. i was barely even talking to him. all i did was sit next to him on the couch." i crossed my arms.
"he had his arm around you, kiddo."
"he did? i didn't even notice."
"yep! and brendon came downstairs but turned away when he saw you two."
"oh lord. are you serious? god dammit. he's probably going to be mad and yell at me again." i sighed and rolled my eyes.
"he yelled at you?" pete questioned.
"yeah. long story short, the first night of tour ended poorly because brendon was furious i hopped on ryder's back." i said.
speaking of ryder, he wasn't there that night. only alex and nick were. weird.
"you know brendon has a jealousy issue."
"yes i know that." i replied, annoyed, "i'll go talk to him when everyone leaves alright?"
pete nodded and led me back inside. we walked in to hear the guys talking about their sex lives.
i stomped into the room, "WOAH WOAH WOAH! we are not talking about your guys' sex lives alright? i definitely do not want to hear about that."
"you just don't wanna hear about ryan's sex life." jon stated.
"he doesn't have one so i don't have to worry about it." everyone bursted out laughing as ryan glared at me.
i walked over to him, "i'm just kidding, big bro. i know you get some" i paused, "at least once a year."
the guys started laughing again and ryan stormed off. i chuckled and rolled my eyes.
the boys continued to mingle and i snuck up to my room to see if brendon was done being angry. i walked in my room to see brendon sitting on the bed, looking out the window.
"hey, i'm surprised you're still up, bren." i said.
"oh" was all that escaped his mouth.
"are you okay, brendon? you seem sad."
"do you love me?" he asked.
"don't start with this ag-"
he cut me off, "just answer it, y/n! do you still love me?" he raised his voice.
"of course i do, brendon. i told you this on tour and i'm gonna tell you again, i love you so much. you need to understand that." i pleaded.
"if you love me then you wouldn't have had mikey all over you." he yelled.
i lost it, "would you shut up! shut up about another guy. shut up about me not loving you. shut your jealous little mouth up for ten seconds to realize that i love you. i say this to you every time you get mad about something i do with another guy. we were fine brendon, but the second i'm around a guy that isn't you for too long, you get angry and possessive. i know that you do it because you love me and don't want me to leave you, but if you keep being a jealous asshole all the fucking time then maybe i will leave you." i screamed.
at that point, i didn't care if the guys downstairs could hear us.
"fine! leave then. you'll probably be fucking mikey in no time." he yelled back.
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bad girls don't cry {brendon urie x reader}
Fanfiction*completed & under editing* y/n ross. everyone and their mother know her as a misfit and troublemaker. her dad is a well known criminal in their town and everyone thinks y/n is gonna follow in her father's footsteps. y/n and ryan ross are the dynami...
