{birthday blues}

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  i woke up the next morning with a slight headache and no one cuddling me. i looked over to the other side of the bed and saw an empty space. brendon must had gotten up early.

  i looked at the clock to see the time reading 9:45am. i pulled the covers off of me and got out of bed. i walked to my bathroom and get ready. i took a shower, brushed my teeth and hair, and maybe snorted a line or two of coke.

  i walked to my closet and picked out ripped black jeans, my long sleeve mötley crüe shirt, and my black doc martens. it was winter and freezing outside.

i walked downstairs to see the boys sitting at the table discussing something secretly.

"what's up, boys?" i asked.

"uh nothing. we gotta go. bye, baby. i love you." brendon said and all four boys filed out of the house.

i stood there, shocked at how they were acting. i picked up my phone and saw it blowing up with messages from fans tagging me in plenty of posts.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Y/N!!

was the message i got all over social media. i noticed that none of my friends texted me a happy birthday. only my fans did anything. it was still early so i shrugged it off.

suddenly my phone rang. i looked at my phone to see the words MOM♥️ being shown on my screen.

"hello?"

"happy birthday sweetheart! it's crazy to think that it's already the eighteenth. sorry it's been so long since we last talked. i've been a little busy. how did the tour go hun?" she cheerily asked.

"it went super spectacular mom. i'm glad to be back home though. i miss you a lot. i'll probably be visiting you in a week for christmas."

"good! i've missed you," she paused, "well i have to go hunny. call me when you're coming to visit. i expect to spend christmas with you and your brother this year!"

"okay mom. i love you!" i said.

"i love you too sweetheart and happy birthday again!" she chuckled and hung up.

  my phone rang again and i picked it up to read an unknown ID. curiosity got the best of me and i answered up the phone.

"hello?" i answered.

"hey, kiddo."

"dad?"

"yep, it's me. happy birthday, kiddo."

"i miss you so much! how did you even get my number?"

"your brother gave it to me. i miss you too, y/n." he pauses, "so, i heard you're famous now and i couldn't be more proud of you."

i started to cry, "that means the world coming from you dad. i'm doing it all for you. when i preform, i think of you teaching me guitar and granting me the greatest gift in the world; the love for music."

"i'm so happy that you're happy. i gotta go, but i hope you can come visit me for christmas. i love you, princess!"

"i love you too, dad!" the phone went dead and i let a few tears fall.

i set my phone on the coffee table and turned on the tv. christmas movies were the only thing playing. i turned on Die Hard and watched intently, mainly because it was  mine and my dad's favorite christmas movie. YES, Die Hard is a christmas movie!

the movie ended and i checked the time which read 12:20pm. i looked at my phone and saw no texts, calls, or posts about my birthday from my friends. i was starting to feel forgotten.

i scrolled through my contacts, calling my friends for what felt like forever, and no one picked up. now i was really starting to feel alone.

i grabbed my bike keys and helmet, locked the front door, and went to the garage. i hopped on my motorcycle and revved the engine before i sped off without a destination.

i drove for hours, when i finally arrived at the beach. i walked down to the shore and took in everything. the cold breeze, the crashing waves, the coarse sand. i stood there for awhile, soaking in the atmosphere. i wished i could've been there with my friends.

meanwhile...

  the boys had been sitting at a coffee shop for hours. they called all of their friends to inform them about the party. brendon felt bad for leaving y/n at home by herself, but he hoped the party would all make up for it.

he told everyone to not contact her about her birthday.

that night, the boys were throwing y/n a big surprise party. it was her twentieth birthday and they wanted her to have a good ass night.

"okay, we got the decorations, food, cups, and drinks. anything else we need?" brendon asked.

the boys shook their heads, "perfect, then we should start setting up then. it's almost two and knowing us, it's gonna take forever to set up."

they got up to leave the cafe and on the way out, brendon heard his phone chime. he glanced at the phone and saw a new message from y/n.

baby♥️
hey bub! i wanna hangout with you today! everyone forgot about me☹️

bean boy💙
sorry baby. i can't right now
i'm with the boys. i'll be home
later. you should go shopping
or something like that. pamper yourself and do girl stuff😁

i love you💛

baby♥️
good idea!
i love you too🖤

  brendon knew he had to keep her out of the house til at least seven o'clock. everyone should be there and the party would have started by then. he was so exited for that night! he assumed y/n was going be so happy and surprised!

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that's it for this chapter guys! i hope y'all enjoyed. don't forget to vote and comment what you like/dislike about the chapter! bye my vros!

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