It's Complicated, Okay?

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AMELIAS POV
Owen left and I was sad. I missed him, I liked his company. The second he left Meredith came running into the kitchen.
"Spill! I saw him kiss you!" She said. I smiled and chuckled.
"I kinda told him how I felt," I smiled.
"Oh my god!" She smiled, "Amelia he's liked you forever!" I chuckled and started blushing.
"He's so cute," I smiled.
"Awe I love it," she smiled. Derek came into the kitchen grabbed a beer.
"So whats up with you and Owen?" Derek asked.
"He kissed me," I smiled, "and were going out tomorrow."
"Oh my god finally he's liked you forever," Derek chuckled, "and by forever I mean forever."
"Really?" I said.
"Yes," Derek said, "he's crazy about you." I smiled and kept thinking of Owen, but then my thoughts shifted to Mark. Part of me really missed him, but most of the time I try to just forget about him and focus on other things, kinda to distract myself from him.
"You're thinking," Derek chuckled.
"I really like Owen," I said, "I do I mean he's just so perfect, he's cute, and caring, and sweet and everything else, but I think part of me still misses Mark. Like not a lot, but the pain is still there."
"Awh honey," Meredith said, "it's okay to move on from him."
"I know but like," I shrugged, "I don't know."
"Amy," He said, "let yourself be happy."
"I know," I said.
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I got paged into work and I was rushing to get ready. I ran downstairs and it was almost 1am. I frowned and hoped I'd at least see Owen there. I got in my car and started driving to the hospital. I ran in and as I was in the lobby I saw Owen walking out.
"Hey," I said.
"Hey," he smiled. I kissed him and then I smiled and ran into the ER bc the page was urgent. I saw Mark across the way and my heart sunk, and the page was from him.
"So what do we have?" I said to him.
"So you and Hunt are a thing?" Mark said sternly.
"Mark the patient," I said.
"Answer the question," he said.
"I don't know," I said.
"Of course," he said.
"Mark the patient," I said sternly. He handed me the chart and walked away. I rolled my eyes and then looked down at the chart and ordered a CT scan. I was going to have to go into surgery and now I was in such a shitty mood.
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I was walking out of the OR and I saw Mark again. I avoided his eyes and walked in the other direction.
"Amelia!" He said. I turned around and stopped and looked at him.
"What?" I said.
"How do you not know?" He said.
"Can you shut up," I said.
"I mean I'm curious did you not know you were dating me?" He said. I pushed him as hard as I could which to nobody's surprise did nothing but I just walked away.
"Amy!" He called.
"I don't think you have the right to call me that anymore," I said sternly.
"What just cause you broke up with me I can't call you Amy anymore?" He said.
"No, because you're a fucking asshole," I said and walked away.
"Fuck you," He said.
"Can't you just leave me alone?" I said.
"Can't you just give me another chance?" He said.
"You got plenty," I said.
"One more come on Amy," he begged.
"No!" I said.
"Why not!" He said.
"Because I don't love you anymore!" I said, and then we realized everyone was looking at us. I froze and looked at him and I wanted to cry.
"I have to go," I said and I ran to the stairwell and started crying.
"Amelia," I heard Owen say. I refused to turn around, I burried my face in my hands and knees. I heard him walk down the stairs and sit down next to me.
"Hey," he said softly.
"Hi," I said.
"Do you wanna talk?" He offered.
"You probably already heard it all," I said and looked over at him.
"Let's reschedule our date," he said.
"What? No Owen I can rally," I said.
"Amelia," He paused, "it's our first date, I don't want you to rally, I want you to be in a good mood and enjoy it, not just to rally and act like you aren't upset because I really like you, and I want you to enjoy our first date." That put a smile on my face.
"Thank you," I said.
"Of course," he said.
"Well my shift just ended what about you?" I said.
"10 minutes," he said.
"Wanna come over?" I asked.
"Yeah," he smiled.
"Okay," I smiled. He got up and offered me his hand and I smiled. We walked down the stairs hand and hand and I went to go change and he went to finish up before his shift ended. I walked into the locker room and saw Meredith, she looked like she just got here.
"Oh my god I heard about Mark are you okay?" She said and ran to hug me.
"I'm okay," I said.
"He's an ass," she said.
"It's okay," I said.
"No it's not," she said, being my overprotective sister, "he hurt you who does he think he is?"
"Mer it's okay," I chuckled.
"Fine," she pouted. I changed and met Owen in the lobby. He was so cute. I smiled and waved as he walked over to me.
"Hey," he said.
"Hey," I smiled. He came over and put his arm around me and I leaned into him. He kissed my head and I loved being with him. Everything was so complicated with Mark, but with Owen, everything just felt so simple.