It's Complicated, Okay?

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1 month later
AMELIAS POV
Today was the day. I was finally getting an ultrasound. I was so scared because of my past pregnancy, and I really didn't want to go alone. I thought about asking someone to go with me, but I just felt weird, and the only person I wanted was Owen. I got dressed and walked downstairs and Mer was making breakfast.
"Hey good morning," she smiled.
"Morning," I smiled.
"You excited?" She asked.
"Yeah," I said, "I'm ready."
"Good," She said, "youre sure you don't want me or Derek to go?"
"No it's fine," I said, "thank you." I grabbed breakfast on my way and got on my way to the hospital. All I could think about was Owen. I walked in and I felt so lost. I was so excited to be seeing Owen and I's baby for the first time, but I just need him.

OWENS POV
Today we finally got letters. It's been a month since I sent my letter to Amelia and My mom, and I hope they aren't worried because they haven't heard from me. I opened the envelope from Amelia first. I smiled when I saw her cute handwriting.

Owen,
Hey honey, I miss you like crazy. I hope you're safe over there and fighting hard, and I can't even express how proud I am of you. And another thing I can't express is the next thing I'll write, and when you read it don't freak out. This morning I found out that I'm pregnant with your baby Owen. I'm so excited, and I don't want you to worry, because I have your mom and Derek, Meredith, and Maggie. Please don't worry about me because I'm okay, I promise, I knew I had to tell you, because you deserve to know. In 6 months we'll be together and we'll have our beautiful child together. I miss you more and more everyday but I am so incredibly proud of you and can't wait to see you again. I love you endlessly.

I love you,

mia xoxo

I was in shock, Amelia was pregnant. We were having a baby. I was so worried, she was going through this pregnancy without me, and I was here for 5 more months, how far along is she? Will I be back in time? I felt tears form in my eyes from happiness and sadness, I was so sad I was missing out on this and couldn't be there for Amelia.
"Hey you Okay?" Joe said, Joe was a friend I have made in the military, and I've spent most of my time with him here.
"My girlfriend found out she's pregnant a month ago," I said.
"Well that's good news," he said, trying to cheer me up.
"I wish I could be there for her, I want to be there," I said sadly.
"Hey," Joe said, "you'll be back in time, and who knows maybe it won't be a full 7 months tour."
"Yeah," I said. I folded the letter and put in my bag. I don't know how I'm going to write a letter back. She's probably hurting so much and I want to be there for her, hell I need to be there for her. My heart breaks thinking about this. On the other hand, we're having a baby, and I'm so excited and I cannot wait to get back and have an amazing child with the love of my life.