It's Complicated, Okay?

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AMELIAS POV
I was in so much pain today. My back was killing me, and now my legs after surgery. I was walking down the hall and I knew I just needed to sit.
"Hey you Okay?" Maggie asked and grabbed my arm.
"Yeah I'm fine my back is just killing me," I said.
"Do you wanna sit?" She asked.
"Yeah," I said. The pain was getting worse and I could feel tears forming in my eyes. I sat down next to Maggie and all I wanted was Owen.
"I miss Owen," I frowned as I could feel the tears falling down my face.
"Hey breathe it's okay," she said and put her arm around me. I could feel myself having another panic attack.
"Hey hey it's okay," Maggie said.
"Maggie," I said in-between unstable breaths.
"Amelia," She said. I felt like I couldn't breathe again. I couldn't even understand what Maggie was saying to me, and the last thing I remember was everything going black.
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MAGGIES POV
Amelia just had a panic attack and passed out. I called Meredith immediately as soon as I saw it coming because she's helped Amelia through her panic attacks more than I have. Meredith came running down the hall and Amelia passed out. Meredith called for a gurney and we got Amelia into a room and hooked her up to IV's. A few moments later and opened her eyes and rolled over.
"What happened?" She mumbled.
"You had another panic attack," I said.
"Do you want to talk about it," Meredith asked.
"No just stop," Amelia mumbled. Meredith looked so sad. My heart ached for her because I knew how much she needed Owen. She rolled over and looked at us and she just looked so drained from work. Merediths phone buzzed and I saw her smile.
"Come outside," She said in my ear.
"We'll be right back," I said to Amelia. I closed the door behind us and Meredith smiled.
"Owens coming home," she smiled.
"Now?" I smiled.
"He just landed," she smiled, "war was shorter than they thought, and he wants to surprise Amelia so you can't say anything!"
"Okay," I smiled.
"Don't mention anything and stay with her because I have to go pick him up from the airport," Meredith said.
"Okay," I smiled and hugged her.
OWENS POV
I just landed and the only person I wrote to about this was Meredith. I really wanted to surprise my mom and most importantly Amelia. I texted Meredith once the plane landed and sure enough when we were allowed off Meredith was waiting. She smiled and I hugged her tightly.
"Oh my god we've missed you so much," she said, "especially Amelia."
"Oh my god I've missed her so much," I said. She smiled as we walked to her car.
"So there is something you need to know," she said.
"Okay," I said.
"Well Amelia's in the hospital right now, nothing serious I promise but she's been having panic attacks lately, and she had a really bad one today and she passed out because she couldn't breathe, so Maggie is staying with her right now and I think Derek's there too," she said.
"Panic Attacks?" I said, my heart broke, I hate to hear about her hurting while I was gone.
"She's been working herself up a lot lately, and I know she misses you a lot," Meredith said, "she's going to be so happy you're back."
"I can't wait to see her," I smiled, "I miss her so much." We got to the hospital and we ran inside. Meredith said she'd go in first and tell Amelia she had a visitor and then I'd go in to surprise her.
AMEIAS POV
My back was still killing me. Maggie was sitting next to me and we were watching tv. I don't even know why I was in a hospital bed but at this point I wasn't going to complain to Maggie since she's been super nice to me all afternoon. The door opened and it was Meredith.
"Hey you have a visitor," she smiled.
"Who?" I said.
"Well why don't you see," she smiled. And then it happened. Owen walked through the door. My mouth dropped and I could feel tears of joy in my eyes.
"Owen?" I said in disbelief.
"Hi Mia," he smiled. I reached for his arm and he kissed my forehead.
"Oh my god I love you," He said.
"I love you more," I said. I grabbed his hand and put it on my stomach and he smiled. I kissed him softly and none of this even felt real.