It's Complicated, Okay?

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one month later
AMELIAS POV
I opened my eyes and I was in my old room in Meredith's house. I've been staying here a lot because I can't stand to sleep in Owen's bed alone. I woke up this morning feeling different. I looked at the time and it was 5. 5am that's weird. I suddenly felt super sick and nauseous. I got up and ran to the bathroom and instantly threw up. I heard a knock on the door and I just felt so sick. I saw the handle turn and Meredith popped her head in.
"Hey everything alright?" She said.
"Yeah just not feeling well," I shrugged.
"Amelia," She said, and I knew what she was thinking. Pregnancy.
"Meredith stop I'm not pregnant," I said and got up.
"Amelia," She said as I pushed past her to get to the kitchen. She grabbed my hand and I turned around and felt the tears forming in my eyes.
"Let's go get a test okay?" She said, "and you can take it here, and I'll be right here with you. But if you really don't want to, I'm not gonna force you to do anything."
"Fine," I said, knowing I had to.
"Okay," she said and grabbed her jacket. I grabbed water from the kitchen and Maggie walked in and was doing her hair.
"Where are you two going?" Maggie asked.
"We'll be right back," Meredith said.
"Okay," Maggie said suspicious. Meredith grabbed my arm and she started driving to the store.
"What if I'm pregnant?" I said quietly.
"Well that would be great," Meredith smiled,
"A little you."
"Yeah but," my voice trailed off as I thought of Owen.
"It is Owen's right," Meredith said.
"Yes shut up of course it is," I said.
"Yeah I know I was just kidding," she said.
"I miss him," I frowned.
"I know," Meredith said, "we all do Amy." We got to the store and I walked in with her and my mind was so distracted. What if I was actually pregnant? Owen was half a world away and I would be all alone here.
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We got home and I grabbed the tests and ran upstairs and locked the door. There was a knock on the door and I sighed.
"Mer go away," I said.
"Amy," Derek said.
"What?" I said.
"Wanna open the door?" He said.
"Not really," I said.
"Amelia," he said. I placed the tests on the counter and sighed. I opened the door and as I did my phone timer went off.
"Did you check?" He asked.
"No," I said.
"It'll be okay," he said. I looked over and saw 2 positive tests. I couldn't help but smile.
"I'm having a baby," I smiled.