BOMBSHELL...SHAWN MENDES

ix. mistake or not?

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shawn admired the woman sleeping next to him, so pure and peaceful, never in his life he thought he would wake up to another face than heather. his cold fingers skimmed her warm skin as she hummed at his touch.

shawn chuckled. "morning baby." he spoke with his raspy voice making bella's eyes snapping open wide.

her eyes adjusted to the light before her lips curved into a sleepily grin, she moved closer to shawn and hid her face in the crock of his neck.

"morning handsome." she told him whispering, sending shivers down his spine

so, it was like that waking up to phoebe clark's side, sweet and calm. her little hand caressing shawn's chest making him sigh in satisfaction.

"you know i really want you to stay, here with me." he told her softly

her hand stopped as she sighed. "and i don't want to see you getting married." she mumbled, shawn was about to talk but phoebe stopped him. "what time is it?" she asked

shawn moved his body so he could reach the phone, he took a look and answered that it was only seven in the morning. phoebe stood up as shawn frowned.

"already leaving me, eh?" he said as she turned around and blushed. "and without a morning kiss, wow."

she rolled her eyes, went to him as she straddled his lap, she grabbed his face and stared at him. "gosh, i wish i would never come here." she spoke

shawn sighed and laid his hands on her tights. "and i wish i would meet you earlier, i'm pretty sure you will be the girl i would marry in two days." shawn told her

she sighed and leaned down meeting his lips in a soft and passionate kiss. "i really like you, phoebs." he told her once they both pulled away.

bella rubbed her face. "yeah, me too. wanna go somewhere?" she asked

shawn nodded and stood up. "yeah, sure." he answered. "aren't you going to catch cold with only a short and t-shit on?" he asked eyeing her

she shrugged, shawn sighed and grabbed a hoodie that he left a few days ago, he handed it to her. "take it, i don't want you to be sick cause then i won't be able to kiss you." he told her earning a soft laugh from her.

phoebe checked if someone was awake before leaving the room and walking to the car, shawn followed her and got in.

"where are we going?" he asked to her once she was driving.

she glanced at him. "my house." she answered. "i want to show it to you before i leave."

"why your house?" he asked softly.

she nodded. "cause i want to show you and tell you things." she explained to him

once, they got to the house, they both stepped out of the car and walked to the front door. phoebs took her keys and opened the door revealing a modern house.

"thats cute." he told her, she sent him a smile and nodded. "did you renovate it?"

she smirked. "i did, my old house was kinda...well...old." she told the guy laughing.

phoebe grabbed his hand sending goosebumps in his body, she dragged him to a room, maybe her older room. shawn examined the bedroom, many pictures were hung on the wall, a guitar was next to the desk and he could see a lot of vinyls making him smile.

"so, this is my old room." she started, shawn laid on the bed and smiled. "make yourself at home." she told him sarcastically

"come here." he pouted, phoebe laughed and made her way to the bed.

she laid next to him as shawn turned his body so he was facing her, he rolled over her and put both of his hands on each side of her head, he leaned down and pecked her lips gently.

"tell me about you." he mumbled as she kissed his neck.

"i lost my two siblings." she spoke quietly.

shawn's eyes grew wider. "really?" he asked

she nodded. "yes, but i don't want to talk about it." she whispered as shawn nodded and leaned down kissing her cheeks.

"what are you doing shawn?" she asked feeling shawn kissing her collarbone

shawn looked up and smirked. "we're alone, no one is here so why don't we enjoy?" he asked

phoebe rolled her eyes, shawn put his hand under her shirt slowly going up. "so smooth." he mumbled going under the shirt and leaving sloppy kisses everywhere.

phoebe sighed in satisfaction. "you want me stop?" asked shawn as phoebe shook her head.

shawn continued his kisses, on her breast as she moaned making shawn smirk. he took off his shirt while phoebe did the same, shawn hurried taking of her short leaving her exposed.

"you're so pretty, phoebe." he said kissing her hips bones, he went up kissing her lips.

"i don't have a condom." he mumbled kissing her repeatedly

phoebe moaned as shawn sucked on her neck. "just pull out, shawn."

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both of their naked body laying next to each other as they breathed deeply, shawn and bella just had sex together and both of them didn't know if it was a good thing or not.

was it a mistake?

"that was...really great." said shawn looking at her, even sweaty she looked so beautiful

she nodded. "yeah, it was." she answered, she stayed silent then looked at him. "was it a mistake?"

shawn sighed. "no, we were both okay with it." he told her kissing her cheek.

"you are right, we were both okay with it." she spoke. "i really like you, shawn." she said kissing his lips

"round two?" he smirked as she laughed and attached their lips together. "i really like you, phoebs." he said softly making her heart flutters.

after what happened, shawn was ready to cancel his wedding with heather.

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that's NOT GOOD
i'm so so sorry!!!