BOMBSHELL...SHAWN MENDES

xix. let's be crazy

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It was already the end of the day and Phoebe didn't see Shawn today. He left their place so early this morning and didn't give her news of all day. Phoebe on her side had lunch with Brian so she could think of something else for a while, she also cleaned the house and was now working in her office.

"Phoebe?" Yelled a familiar voice from the living room.

She sighed and put her papers down. "What?"

Shawn urged in her office and sat in front of her. "I thought you left." He answered shyly.

She scoffed. "Oh. You will be okay with it, right?" She asked as he frowned.

"No!" He exclaimed. "How are you? I didn't see you today." He asked as Phoebe looked back at her papers.

"I was waiting for a message." She answered casually. "But, I've been good. Had lunch with Brian, cleaned the house and now I'm working." She told him.

"Sorry, I was busy at work." He spoke as he stood up.

She hummed. "I believe you, Shawn."

He sighed. "I don't like being like that, I'm sorry Phoebs." He mumbled. "I love you, can I get a kiss?"

She arched an eyebrow. "A kiss?" She laughed, she rolled her eyes. "Alright, come here."

Shawn came closer to her as she leaned down and laid her lips on his, the kiss was soft and that's all they needed. Feeling connected.

"I love you." He said to her.

She shook her head. "Not enough. Show me." She mumbled against his lips.

He pulled away. "Are you still mad at me? Because if you are, I won't do anything than talk with you." He talked.

"I can't be mad at you, idiot. If you say that you are not cheating then you aren't. I love you." She said before pressing her lips on his cheek.

A soft grin appeared on his face as he grabbed her by the thighs and brought Phoebe to their room. He put her on the bed carefully as he hovered her and laid a kiss on her lips.

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He laid back next to her as she pulled away the few hair that was on her forehead. "I love you." He whispered.

"I love you." She said back.

He sighed. "I know that we just had sex but Hailee is nothing to me, she's just someone who is helping me." He told her.

She hummed as she laid her head on his chest. "I trust you, Shawn. The whole argument was stupid."

His fingers brushed her cheek. "No it was not. I understand you." He answered earning a smile from her. "We are both exhausted because of work." He let out a breath.

She kissed his chest. "Why did you think I had left?" She asked to him.

"Because we were in a fight and this one was way worse than the other. So, I thought you left me." He replied. "I'm scared. What if you leave me one day?"

She chuckled. "I won't. Trust me." She told him.

"I love you Phoebe, so much." He smiled at her.

She grinned and pecked his lips. "I love you too. How's work by the way?" She queried.

He let out a sigh. "So stressing. I've never been so stressed in my entire life." He answered. "I hope it will get better."

"It will." She answered. She couldn't help but wondered some things. "Are we serious like really?"

Shawn sighed loudly. "We definitely are." He said to her. "I see myself with you, a dog or a cat and babies."

Her eyes widened. "Babies? You want a family with me?" She queried.

He chuckled. "Of course, I do. Where do you see yourself in five years?"

She thought a moment. If someone would have asked this question, three years ago, she would probably say: at work or at a party. Now that she was with Shawn, she was, for the first time, seeing something for her future. Him and her, in a big house with a dog and their children. She turned her head watching Shawn, he was impatiently waiting for her answer.

"So?" He asked eyeing her.

Her lips formed a thin line. "With you. As crazy as it sounds, for me, I see myself with you and maybe pregnant." She told him.

Shawn grinned. "With our third child. I want a baby soon." He told her. "Do you?"

She hummed. "I guess, we could."

Shawn hovered her naked body and laid down meeting her lips in a sweet and loving kiss, she giggled against his lips as he kissed her entire face. Shawn stopped a second to admire her, he was so lucky to have her.

"Let's be crazy." He said to her softly.

She frowned. "What do you mean by crazy? Cause— I'm not going to Las Vegas today to marry you Shawn!"

He laughed deeply. "No! Even if I'm not against that idea but let's try for a baby?" He replied hiding his face in the crock of her neck.

"Okay." She whispered. "Let's fucking try, love." She added making her boyfriend laugh.

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Hey I finally updated and you are definitely not ready for the end of this book

Sorry if It sucks and if I did mistakes