xiv. past

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Phoebe had this weird feeling inside you every time Shawn would walk next to her, when he would kiss her or grab her hand. It was like their whole bodies were made for each other, their hands fitted perfectly together. She loved everything, his curls falling on his forehead as he leaned down to press the softest kiss on her lips, his hands travelling on her petite body making her crave of him, his chest hair that she loved to play with, his perfect teeth as he showed her his purest smile, his laugh when she would say something totally dumb, she loved everything.

But, she was scared. She already have been playing by two guys who left her heartbroken, what if Shawn would do the same thing? She knew that Shawn was not like that but she couldn't help but wondered.

Her eyes derived to the sleepy guy next to her on the couch as he laid his head on her shoulder, she touched her face noticing that tears were falling down. Shawn looked up concerned as he heard her choking up.

He sat correctly and grabbed her face in his hand. "Are you okay, bubs?" He asked

She nodded. "I am." She hardly talked, too scared to choke up on her words.

"What happened?" The pad of his thumb rubbing her cheek.

She took a deep breath while he dried her tears. "I was just thinking of my past and it made me cry without noticing it, sorry." She told him.

Shawn pouted and kissed her cheeks, her lips curved into a smile as Shawn leaned down pressing a gentle kiss to her lips and laid her down. He hovered her kissing her collarbones.

"Is that okay, love?" He asked. "We made an agreement." He told her.

"Fuck the agreement, I already know you and I need you." She spoke out loud making Shawn laugh.

"As you wish, babe." He took off her shirts leaving kisses everywhere like he used to do when they made love.

Phoebe knew it, Shawn loved kissing every part of her body before starting something and she loved doing the same thing.

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Phoebe was sit on the counter watching Shawn as he cooked something for the both of them. His back faced her while she watched his muscles moving.

"Are you staying tonight?" She asked softly

He turned around and moved between her legs and laid his hands on her thighs. "You want me to?" He asked

Phoebe nodded shyly, he laughed and kissed her cheek. "Stop laughing!" She exclaimed

He went back to the food. "So, why were you crying earlier?" He asked gently.

She cleared her throat. "Because, I have my insecurities." She replied. "My past wasn't really happy, I really liked two guys in my whole life and it turned out that they didn't care of me." She added.

"What were their names?" Asked Shawn curious to know about the guys who broke her heart.

Phoebe chuckled. "The first was, Matt Byrne and the second was Dean Lennon."

Shawn giggled quietly. "Didn't know that you were into Irish dudes, baby." He said as Phoebe rolled her eyes. "But for real, they suck because they let go a woman like you."

Phoebe blushed. "I guess, they do."

Shawn shook his head. "I mean, now I'm the lucky guy who wakes up by your side. What a good life, eh?" He told her smiling

"Would you let me down?" She asked out of nowhere.

Shawn sighed and turned around watching her, he walked to her and grinned. "I would never, trust me Phoebs."

Shawn was too nice to let down people but he cheated on his wife with her, what if he did the same thing to Phoebe?

"I know you can't trust me yet." He said loudly making Phoebe snapped out of her thoughts.

"What do you mean?" She said trying to brush it off. "Shawn?"

"Phoebs, I cheated on Heather for you. You are maybe wondering, what if I do the same thing with you?" He spoke. "The answer is I would never."

"How do you know that?" She asked softly eyeing me.

"Because, I feel things that I never felt for Heather. And, I truly believe that you're the one." He whispered the last part. "I really appreciate you, love." He brought his hand to her cheek.

She closed her eyes at his touch. "I really appreciate you too, you have no idea." She mumbled pressing a firmly kiss to his lips.

She knew deep inside her he was the one she would live with for the first time, with whom she would marry, the one who would give her children the one with whom she would love to fight and have sex right after because that they can not stay away from each other.


short chapter, i am sorry!!!

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