He left me
I wanted to paint him
as the bad guy
so I used him as my muse
I was so focused
on what he did
until I looked at
what I did
I made him feel bad
for everything
making him think
he wasn't good enough
for me
I got so caught up in him
he handled all my bad moods
I thought he would never leave
until he did
and I realized a little too late
that when I wanted to paint the villain
I should have been painting myself
