I
am
drowning
Emptiness and despair
f l o o d i n g
my
lungs
It's so hard to
b r e a t h
It's so hard to make it
t h r o u g h the d a y
As I'm r u n n i n g
to the bathroom at work
to put my
head
between
my legs
Breath
in and
o u t
yourefine
yourefine
yourefine
yourefine
I whisper to myself like
a p r a y e r
trying to convince
myself
But my
t r e m b l i n g h a n d s
and radiating heat through
m y b o d y
tell a different story
My m i n d b o d y and s o u l
are just so
exhausted
and
drained
with pain
crashing into me
like waves
from every direction
I
am
drowning
and on days
like this
I don't know how to
s a v e m y s e l f
and sometimes I get so
t i r e d
of
fighting
the battle in my
h e a d
that I let the w a v e s
win
I let the waves
bring me to the
p l a c e
that haunts my
mind
the place that's all too
f a m i l i a r
