When men looked at me
all they saw was
something shiny and new
that had to be conqueredbut when they looked close
I was faded and tornfilled with scars and bruises
not a smooth surface
but a bumpy roadsomeone that they thought
had to be fixed
and taken care ofuntil he came along
running his hands
over every scar and bruisenot stopping
no matter how hard I flinchedlooking at me
not as someone that had to be fixedbut admiring
the rough road I had survivedthey weren't flaws to him
not at allbut a map
showing me landmarksleading to the beautiful destination
I hadn't even realized I had become